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Monday, October 06, 2008

  • I have this sinking feeling
    Something's weighing me down
    I am completely saturated
    The waves are crashing closer
    My feet already drowned
    Doing the thing I said I hated

    They've been swimming in the wrong water
    Now they're pulling me down
    But I am clinging to you, never letting go
    'Cos I know that you'll lift me out

    [Chorus]
    Have your way here
    Keep me afloat 'cos I know I'll sink without you
    Take this ocean of pain that is mine
    Throw me a lifeline

    Wake up feeling convicted
    I know something's not right
    Re-acquaint my knees with the carpet
    I have to get this out
    'Cos it's obstructing you and I
    Dry up the seas that keep us parted

    'Cos they've been swimming in the wrong waters
    And now they're pulling me down
    But I am clinging to you, never letting go
    'Cos I know that you are gonna pull me out

    [Chorus]

    They've been swimming in the wrong waters
    And now they're pulling me down
    But I am clinging to you, never letting go
    'Cos I know, 'cos I know

    [Chorus]

     

     

    J.O.S.H


Tuesday, September 30, 2008

  • your baby blues

    so full of wonder

    your curly cues

    your contagious smile

    and as I watch

    you start to grow up

    all I can do is hold u tight

    knowing

    clouds will rage in

    storms will race in

    but u will be safe in my arms

    rains will pour down

    waves will crash all around

    but u will be safe in my arms

    story books

    full of fairytales

    of kings and queens

    and the bluest skies

    my heart is torn

    just in knowing

    u will someday see

    the truth from lies

    castles they might crumble

    dreams may not come true

    but u are never all alone

    cos I will always love you

    hey i

    hey i

    when the clouds will rage in

    storms will race in

    but u will be safe in my arms

    rains will pour down

    waves will crash all around

    but u will be safe in my arms

    in my arms

  • its been while since i have updated my xanga blog... had been busy for awhile.... so bz with uni n assignments...n friends... got sick.. missing home and my mum.....you knw.... i take the bus and the train back and forth every where i go.....and i enjoy the ride... seriously.... its fun..i dont know why... it feels like a joyride with one big group of people... well.. i gotta enjoy it cos it takes 35 mins to get to the city or where ever i want to go... cos usually is far from where i live...hmm..... haha.......and in the bus u get alot weird weird ppl.... they help me study my criminal behaviour very well...cos its all bout human behaviour and psychology....lol.....

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

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    i had so much fun with this friend of mine......

  • i have been having difficulties and worries nowadays...i am so frustrated.... and depressed..never have i been depressed for so long...but i have started again now...i try not to be depressed... cos its tiring and its a waste of time...but i just cant help it... i am so alone now.... i need my frens.. i need someone to comfort and be there..i have no one...its always like that... i could have a really good day for a day....and then have a really bad one the next.. it sucks....it sucks so bad... i am gonna need to do piercing....it might help....help me to get over the pain im having now....

About Me

  • i am very depressing...

AACYL

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    • Name: AACYL
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 1/13/2008

Chatboard (3)

  • AACYL
    thanks alot guys....hope you enjoy reading my blog and not hate it.... appreciate it... :)
    • Posted 2/27/2008 5:20 AM
    • by AACYL
  • ClockworkBunny
    Hey, depressing blogs are fine. The great thing about Xanga is you can do whatever you want here. Your site's really stylish- everything fits together. Nice.
  • AACYL
    IS THIS RELI A DEPRESSING BLOG....? WELL I CANT HELP IT....IM ONE DEPRESSED HUMAN......
    • Posted 1/30/2008 4:39 AM
    • by AACYL