Hey Hey im not really feeling thyz layout but im to lazii to change it again lol whoa i HATE theze colos but im to lazii to change them 2 lol so today we ran the mile i cam in first the samantha then j*wana which reminds me i goda make j*wanas x*anga lol yeah remind me lol F im so bored im on the fone with sam making plans to chyll tonite rachel whuzz gona spend the nite but she has to go to breakfast 2morow for her daddyz bday lol yay! robert dumped her that homo oh well hopefully they get bak 2getha they r very cute! hehe hmmm letz c yupp you got it i miss casie a lot me & sam are getin better lol & he fixed us not me haha yay! but cole iz styll on my mind a lot lol! but casie its takin boys places iw ant her to come home well not home bkuz she iz home i just mean bak to IN with me uh oh wells hes happy so im happy well me & sam got off so he cud call joey to c if he willc ome here with him or sumthin he asked me to go to hiz house but at 8 for love and basketball iz on and im NOT missing it! lol so  hmmm i dont kno wat else to tlaking about im listenin to lean back on 95.7 lola nd talking to rachel and garrett tryint o help rachel with her x*anga hes iz whacked lol its not working gay fag thyng! so hmm i wana chyll with sam rilly bad hehe gosh we been goin out for 1 month and sum amount of otehr days or weeks but it will be 2 months on the 26 lol whooo hooo! thats not even looong but styll we r getting ther ei j ust duno if i wana be single wen i get to central but we*ll c UGH SHOOT ME im to bored! whoo hoo yes cole is on hahaha YAY! sum1 x*cciteing to talk to awwwe yes score! okay well just IM me or sum` cas my favorite song iz on yay! and cole IMed me so ima talk to him!

I never could get quite drunk enough to get you off my mind <3

want 2 b the grl u talk 2 on the fone
the grl U cry to sayiin " i dont want 2
b al0ne" i want 2 b the grl u chill wit
on friday nights.the girl who u kiss nd
hold close real tight. i wana no everythin
about u inside nd out. the grl that ya
just cant seem 2 live with out.i wana b the
grl who ur boys know ur thinkin about
the wun you`ll love forever wit out a doubt

i'm not going to ask you any pointless questions
so you won't have the chance to give me any
pointless answers.____________________*

& if i let you go, i'll lie here bleeding from
my heart until you're gone from my memory
losing track of all those days that meant so
much to me`*-

if you ever wonder how ah gerl survives
Just look at the ones by her side *`                - lOve tah the gerl`z

  - - -»                          FALLEN                              «- - -
  i dont want a boy that points to me and says |[ thats her ]|
  i want a boy who puts his arms around when his friends
  say so this is the one your  a l w a y s  talking about ? 

nvm cole is gay ryte now luhv yew tho sam xO*

Hey Hey whorez < | 3 whatz up? noda here bored sad casie was here earlier so was sam and joey casie rote me thys loooong thing about how i am her best friend 3 pagees long and thyz sign ugh thyz hurtz i miss her.. me sam & joey went out & met her mom and sister and me and casie sed how much we love eachother and i watcher her drive away.... awwwe gawd what am i gona do w/o her... im cryin.. damon is helpin tho hes askin u ok babe and stuff so its nice to have him... ali is here 4 me to she sed shes lost friends and she know skinda what im goin threw yeah but caitlin letf last nite for alabama to c her grandma she has cancer awwe but she didnt get to say bye to casie and that upsets me but i kno she needed to be with her g*ma and mom down there casie dumped scott well i did it 4 her but yeah... im listen 2 whiskey lulliby bkuz its sad and i need sad muzik hmmm styll chosen cole and sam...  after bein with sam today stuff is changin but i duno... UGH!!! *SCREAM* this fucking sux why did she have to move? dumb Q i kno the answer she needed to get outa here away frum her dad and stuff... but i wish she whuzz here i mean DUH i support her leaving bkuz its for teh best and i want her to be happy but it seems lyke she wanted outa here really bad.. oh well (jk not oh well) her mom is really cool.. looky

The smile on your face lets me know that your
near me theres a truth in eyes saying ull never
leave me.. The touch of your hands say they'll
catch whenever ii fall.. you say this when you
__` s  a  y    n  o  t  h  i  n  g    a  t    a  l  l '    x3

^--- casie's favorite song

i keep trying to find a reason to live
a reason to put the razor down.
and all my reasons that once prevented me
they all start with your name
and end with a bloody slash.
give me one good reason why I shouldn't hurt.

me & casie go threw that and we love that quote...

So, now I shall talk every night. To myself. To the moon. I shall walk, as I did tonight, jealous of my loneliness, in the blue-silver of the cold moon, shining brilliantly on the drifts of fresh-fallen snow, with the myraid sparkles. I talk to myself and look at the dark tress, blessedly neutral. So much easier than facing people, than having to look happy, invulnerable, clever. With masks down, I walk, talking to the moon, to the neutral impersonal force that does not hear, but merely acepts my being. And does not smite me.

thats mine & casie`s favorite

So0o0o yeah im kinda hungup on were to go frum here.... gawd thyz sux! well yeah so im just sitten here thynkin and tryin to get her off my mind it sounds lyke i was daten ehr and inlove with her in that daten kinda way but just we were so close 4 me just be sad and nuthin else! ugh i cant wait for her to call me and tell me how it is and stuff yeah the plus 4 her for sure is connor haha her luhver they are in LOVE i mean for real! yeah well ill rite in thyz later i love you casie jordan tubicsak! i miss you hun! bff xO* no mater where we r riiite?! kiss hug kiss!

tell her why you think she is so amazing.

Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres.

Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly KISS her. Hold her hand and walk.

Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from

other peoples yards and give them to her. Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL.

Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.

Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, 

playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her stupid jokes... Whatever

it takes to make her laugh. Write poems about her.Walk with

her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at

night.SURPRISE HER. Do things that make her SMILE, make her

LAUGH, and make her want to KISS you right on the face.

BE SPONTANEOUS..  When she starts 

yelling at you, tell her you love her.

Give her back rubs. Play football with her. Let her fall

asleep in your arms.  Call her even if its just to say hi.

Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her.   Whisper

in her ear. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names

into a tree.Get her mad, then KISS her.

Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night.Leave her little

unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, saying how much she

means to you.Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look

at the *stars*. Make up nicknames for each other. Show up at

her work or apartment unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes

that only you two understand. Teach her how to play the guitar.

Lend her your cds.Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.

Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her,

go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go on a road trip even if theres

 no destination or you cant be gone long. Listen to her favorite

songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on

the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.Buy her ice

cream. Let her take ALL the pictures of you SHE WANTS.

Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music

is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember

dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise

her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss

her when she least expects it. When yOu fall in love with her,

TELL HER

Hey < | 3 do i love him? every day i change my mind thats 4 sure bkuz im so confused him & mark are bogus thaz fo sure & cole iz so awsome thatz also 4 sure! but sam theres way to much drama here with that and mark is tryin to sey it my fault and that i dont care 4 sam thats y im not tryin but thats BS any1 kan c i try and that im all about that boi but how cum i goda crawl to him and beg for him to not be mad and beg 4 it to work and call and try how cum he never duz! see and mark seys im thickheaded and stuburn and nuthin gets threw 2 me sorry but i give up im not gona chase him if he wants me bad enuff hell cum to me...doubt it tho hes a shyty bf ryte now cole beain great tho hes such a sweety hmmm last nitr me and him were gona hang out but my parents didnt get home in time we we werent gona but he called me and asked if i wud go to caitlins with him & chyll with him caitlin kody casie korey and scott so i did his daddy came and piked me up and we went and chylled watched caitlin do her cheer thing and dress up in herlion outfit haha shes crazy she cracks me up and casie and scott had fun hehe and kody and caitlin and me and cole just kinda chyleld 2getha anmd korey awwe he was prolly lonely lets c then we left at 11:15 buy we also watched sum of honey and a lil very lil or the grudge it was fun lol casie had he baby lol the boiz were shakin it but then i made it a thug i put coles very kewl hip hat on it lol! hmmyeah i miss me & cole i guess i rilly do ♥ wow thats a tuffy to admitt wen i kinda goda man but ahh well theres a tyme 4 everything and the tyme whuzz now lol thanx so much lizzie for yer comment bout sam i cudnt agree more!! yeah so its so very official casie is leaving me on wednesday gawd it cumin to fast! yup well im talking to lizzie bout sams gay rulez lol but im out!

. him . < | 3 ily*

Currently Playing The Best of Friends By Loggins & Messina wh knows wat this is but its of best friends so i need it here! see related

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Hey! today sux Okai so my mom is a fuckin hoe bag bitch who is making lies " Oh jourdan i told you yesterday if you stayed home then yoy cant do anything this weekend " yeah she never sed that this is what she said " you have to stay home today to make sur eyour all the way better even though you ohnli have a headache" she wont even let me stai at chelseas! okai so yeah my mom is a fuckin hoe bag bitch!...& to top it all off i fuckin miss sam! ugh! i love him again lol!

ll ii`m askin iz for wun m0re dai with you
 
Without him she is torwn apart
& full of pain that no one can see
& at naight all she can do it think of
what will never be. .. . ..

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go

‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away

And today I’m officially missin’ you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape

But I’ve fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially...

All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at

all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say

that I-I’m officially missin’ you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby

But I see there’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I’m officially missin’ you

Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, I smiled and then
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shed a couple laughs, shed some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that

[Repeat Hook]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messed up
he's not mine (Because I know)

[Repeat Chorus X 2]

I just gotta be honest,
I guess, I-I guess,
I’m still in love, in love, in love

boii u r still on muh miind

i never ment to hurt u

I'll take you to the candy shop
Boy one taste of what I got
I'll have you spending all you got
Keep going 'til you hit the spot

pInK LiGhT diStRiCt

I melt in your mouth boy,
not in your hands
i'll take u 2 ma candy shop.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

 Tropical kisses

theresz a sparkLe in y0ur eye daT
onLy i can see...
and da empty space in y0ur heart is where i wanNa be x3

beach babii

Have you ever felt so alone that nothinq
makes sense, well thats how I feel right now
I feel as if I am  facinq everythinq by myself
with nothinq but tears 'nd a [ F A K E ] smiLe

 A DOZEN PINK ROSES BUNDELD WYT CARE
[(BOXES OF CHOCOLATE)] N SOFT TEDDY BEARS

YOU THINK LIFES A GAME
UNTIL YOU GET SCREWED
OVER SO JUST TO TELL YOU
THIS IS A REALITY BABY!

    got booty ?

i was nothing with you
but i'm everything without you

[..SuM sAi Im A ByTcH YeA i MiGhT
Be BuT I dUnT ReMeMbA AsKeN Ne Of YoU
JeLOuS hOeS tO LiKe ME..]

ask yo man where i was last night bytch!

LiFe Is LiKe A d|cK
wHeN iT gEtS hArD, FUK IT

WaNNa Do eXeCTLy WHaT you DiD To Me
:::::::::::LeaD you oN
::MaKe you FaLL FoR Me
::THeN JuST LeT you Go
:::::::eFFoRTLeSSLy::::::

SuMwHeRe BetWeEn AlL oF OuR
LaUgHs, LoNg TaLkS, sTuPiD LiL FiGhTs
AnD AlL oF OuR jOkEs
*.i.*.f.e.l.l.*.i.n.*.l.o.v.e*

EvrY FuKin NiGhT
AnD EvrY FuKiN DaY
I wAnNa FuK U BoY
iN EvrY FuKiN WaY (*(
two wordz guyz hate.. "dont" and "stop"... unless u put them together

 
 i DoN`t SLiP n SLiDe
         i GriP n RiiDe
º · × · º · × º · × · º · × · º · ×· º · × · º · ×
 ~~~Weather Forecast: Rainin haters all day~~~

I might have liked you
but things are not the same anymore
you have changed and became someone elses boytoy
youre not worth the hearthache or my tears

-nothing- is *'more` painful
then•×• `' * realizing *`´ •×•`
he meant everything `' 2 U
and u meant nothing 2 him

YouKnowYouHadaGreatTimeWhenYouCantTellYourMomWhatYouDid

 ::Lovin you is E a s y ::It's the Lettin go that's h a r d

 SoMe PpL nEeD 2 Be SmAcKeD
aS hArD aS tHeY aCt

 i say whats on my mind
i dont care if i offend you
and if i dont like you
- trust me-
i wont pretend to

YOU LOOK iN MY EYES AND i GET ALL EM0Ti0NAL iNSiDE
i KN0W iTS CRAZY BUT Y0U CAN STiLL T0UCH MY HEART
AFTER ALL THiS TiME YOUD THiNK i W0ULDNT FEEL THE SAME
BUT TiME MELTS iNTO N0THING AND N0THING'S CHANGED

..SoMeTiMeZz U jUsT NeEd SoMe1 t0 HoLd u..
& SaY.."ThAts My GiRL"

¤__¤ii KeEp RuNniiN bAcC¤__¤
¤__¤tO tHa WuN tHiiNg¤__¤
¤__¤ii NeEd Ta RuN aWaY fRuM¤__¤
¤__¤D.a M.o.S.t¤__

 v´`×it ain't gunna happen×´`v
 v´`×I'm pretty much aware×´`v
 v´`×no matta whut I say to you ×´`v
 v´`×I kow dat u dunt care×´`v
 v´`×friends? not my choice×´`v
v´`×At least its sumthing×´`v
v´`×I'd rather have that×´`v
v´`×Than for us to B nuthin×´`v 

 
If you get a chance >> TaKe iT.
If it changes your life >> Let iT.
No DeMands . . No ExPectaTioNs
[  N O  R E G R E T S  ]

i wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
i wanted to know you
i wanted to make you everything
all right......
 
 
Hey baby, why you look so down? Seems like you need lovin', you need a girl like me around. Hey baby, why you cry? here take my hands and wipe those tears from your eyes...

My HeArT iS aLwAyS BreAkiN-/> My MiNd iS SiMpLy CoNfUsEdD tHiNkiN i ShoULdD[..JuSt GiVe Up CaUsEe i GoTt NotHiNg LeFt To LoSeE..

©... love is liKe Fallinq down - in
tHe end y0u`r leFt hurt, scared,
and wiTh a mEm0ry oF iT tHaT
Lasts f o r e v e r ..©

the worst way to love someone is
to be sitting right next to them..
knowing you cant have them.
  *d e d i c a t ed  *

[xoxo][xoxo][xoxo][xoxo][xoxo]
 ( )) (( )
 (> ')('* )
o( "))((" )o
[xoxo][xoxo][xoxo][xoxo][xoxo]
My eyes are sore from crying
My heart, broken in two
To find a boy just like him
Your chances are so few
I long to hear his voice again
I need to feel his touch
His gentle lips on mine again
Is what I miss so much
[xoxo][xoxo][xoxo][xoxo][xoxo]

.•*¨) hApPiiNeSS dOnT dEpEnD
¸.•´\\ oN \\ hOw \\ mUcH \\ yOo \\
( º hAvE |. * .| tOo |. * .| eNjOy º
`•.¸_¸.•'´¨) -× bUt × hOw × mUcH ×-
(_¸.•×» yOo eNjOy wHaT yOo hAvE!

ItS FuNnY hOw sOmE PeOpLe CaN cHaNgE yOuR liFe *FoReVeR* lOvE yOu oNe DaY n bE ::gOnE:: tHe nExT-- D o N t S t R e S s i T -cUz *sUmDaY* . . tHe oNe tHeY gavE aWaY wiLL bE tHe OnLy oNe ThEy ArE wIsHiNg FoR-

:*TiReD oF tRyInG*:.
.:*SiCk Of cRyInG*:.
.:*Ya Im SmIlInG*:.
.:*BuT iNsIdE iM dYiNg*:.
 
there is always going to be that awkward
moment whenever you walk by each other when you
remember what you.....*had*

I saw u w/ her today, & i watched u with my
fake smile I could hear my heart break & I could feel it
being torn apart cause then I realized that I am truley just a friend,
& thats all I'll ever benothing more....

I hate you because you made me --»LoVe YoU«-- and you aren't here to --»LoVe Me bAcK«

Casie Jordan Tubiscak* Gawd i known you since 4th grade but forever wow it just doesnt seem long enuff. .. . yeah so y ou moved met a boy fell in love with him again over and over every day connor so then you moved bak here to IN to be with you dad met a few people made a best friend had our differences but then had em` with our best friends and yeah i have to admitt thats wat brough us 2getha. .. . hmm so yes we became BEST FRIENDS and i looooved every minute of it! we had the best times 1,2,3, TURN! haha funny u messin with my hamster hangin with sam and joey and jj and brock at joeys after the game ill never 4get that nite yall made out and sam did that thing nad made that line and we make the noise he made so good! days we had sam and EVERY1 at my house they eventstole ye rmovie napolean gawd their dumb! stayin at ur house sayin we r gona stay up all nite and watch those scary movies gawd we didnt even get threw 1/2 of 1! eatin those pizza rolls at yer house eh! yo i hate green stuff lol so i squeezed it out u just ate it haha u and joey always kis sunder covers lol fun time sin gym lol the best makin our buddy4u profile igh waist of time!our code 4 riten notes we didnt even use it lol u eat all my cookies lol! listen`n to caitlin sing on ur tape lol! stayin up and talking and just talking period very niiiiice music whuzz deff. fun 2. math when u tried to be mad at me and moved yer chai bak and hit the table thing yeah ur real cool lol laffin at the courtneys for bein dumb and they always yell ugh headache! oh man im cryin! this suc i really really dont want u 2 leave u have no idea how much this sux ur lucky tho u have problem with ur dad and u have a great mom to fall bak on im stuck here i cud tell u everything i cud never tell any1 be4 this hurts casie u have no idea how much!i loove you so much its crazy i dont want u 2 leave but i kno its 4 the betta i just want u 2 be okai! gawd i have 10000000 more jokes with u!!! i love you casie and im gona miss yo more than ull ever kno!!

i lose my best friend. .. 3*8*05 worst day ever  please tell me were to go frum here i have to much loose in my life... ugh i *.n.e.e.d.* her!