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Name: the Vampire Lover

Interests: vampires<3. deacon<3 from blade. aubrey<3 from demon in my view. writing morbid and depressing poetry. trying to save the world. my rabbit. evanescence. cradle of filth. atreyu. killswitch engage. nightwish. lord of the rings. anything death-like and morbid. pirates of the caribbean. alternative rock. killing people. metal. death metal. rocker boys are sexy. black eye liner. dark lipstick/gloss. black/blood-red nail polish. scrotum crushing.
I live in California
My death March 20, 1990
Bands Evanescence. Cradle of Filth. Atreyu. Nightwish Killswitch Engage. Korn. Slipknot. Finger Eleven. Soda Ash.
Actual Website here or here
Expertise: © paulina. everything has been handmade and handcoded by me. same with the poetry, handwritten. it's all MINE. my own, my love, my preciousssss. no matter how bad it is, it's still mine. (unless otherwise stated)

Message: message me
AIM:

x Ldy Deathstrike

Member Since: 11/9/2003

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

Lalalalala.

Eat my shit. =D

Have a marvelous day!

PSSST! I almost forgot!

http://x.x-victim.net -- personal/journal
http://shattered.sanitys-requiem.net -- writing
http://to-the-music.net/shattered -- Atreyu fanlisting

8:57 PM - 6 eprops - 4 comments - email it

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Countdown to Ozzfest...

FOUR FUCKING DAYS.

July 29, 2004.

10:33 PM - 10 eprops - 6 comments - email it

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Things are okay. I suppose I will update randomly every once in a while.

I love you, Aaron.

Again, if you want to keep up with my random... um... crap... ask me.

Email : abstract_obstruction@yahoo.com
AIM : xldy DEATHstrike

4:08 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Got a new Xanga username like I said below.

If you want to know what's going on with me for some weird reason, ask me for it and I'll give it to you if I like you.

PLEASE DO NOT ADD ME TO YOUR SITES I READ LIST IF I TELL YOU THE USERNAME. I want to keep this new username as down low as possible.

To ask...

abstract_obstruction@yahoo.com
or
AIM: x LDYDEATHSTRIKE

Take care everyone, and this may be farewell.

I might come back just to update every once in a while, I might not. Most likely not. I don't want to waste so much time taking care of two fucking retard Xangas.

6:29 PM - 18 eprops - 10 comments - email it

There's no point left in living when everything is slipping away from me like trying to hold sand in a fist.

The only escape is to begin to bleed again.

I think I need a new Xanga, and this time I won't tell anybody who remotely knows me except for a select few... like Katherine & Nathan & all those marvelous people.

I miss you all so much
On the verge of tears as I
Recall each and every single
Memory.
The way we laughed,
Talked, and farted.
To relive all those days...

On a happier note...

Just fuck it all, you know? There's no point in living anymore if I just lie like this to everyone.

I'll take off my mask now to show my true face to everyone who hasn't seen it. Ugly, yes, but it's me this time. I'm not going to fuck around anymore with some happy smiley crap. I will kill you this time.

4:33 PM - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

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