| I Got My Kiss
In The Rain.
  
xoxo |
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| I know, no one puts anything in here anymore. But I just need to freaking let this out.
I'm Done Trying
To Make You
Happy!
I get in trouble for lying. You say you would let me do stuff when I'm truthful with you. I call to check in and ask you for permission for stuff. And you flip out. I can't have friends according to you. [I love being a loner, thanks] I'm honest with you, and all that happens is I get punished. So much for ever getting the truth from me again. You are gunna have to try to find out everything on your own. I try to be close with you. I try to like you. But it doesn't happen. And you can bitch me out all you want on the phone, but in person everything's fine? And nothing happened at all? I don't think so. You expect me to just forgive you for everything you say to me? For all the times you made me cry? I don't think so. You will never get respect from me again. To let you know, anytime I'm ever nice to you again is if I'm using you. I will never love you again.
And these aren't boy problems. Boys don't put me through this much shit.
--You Don't,
You Don't,
You Don't..
You Don't Mean
Anything To Me-- |
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| I can't decide.
Am I mad? Or am I upset?
Do I need someone to talk to? Do I just need something to get my mind off everything? What is happening to my life? What is happening to everything I use to have? Why is everything blamed on me? Is there something wrong with me? Why is everything just turning against me? Why can't everything go back to normal?...
Why does this always happen to me?
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| I'm bored and I don't have anything to really say, but oh well.
It's Spring Break.
Nothing can be bad, no school. =D So tonight. Me and Micah are hanging out. Sunday, Me and Brittany are hanging out. Next Friday, Me and Erin hanging out. Wednesday, Me, Hali, and Erin hanging out. Hopefully I will get to hang out with Bridgette sometime this break.
That's my goal.
=D
Lexyyy-- I called you. But you were in Kansas City. =( |
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