ADistantStar's Xanga

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:39:39 GMT

I met up with my friend Patrick Wilmot today. It's been 2 or 3 years since we last seen each other. Even though so much time had passed it seems like we did not even miss a beat. We talked the same and acted the same as we always have. I can clearly recall back to Patrick's last day of school before he left Qatar. I kept wondering, "How in the hell am I going to survive this shitty school without Pat?" I still don't know how I did, but I do remember how much it sucked the next day without him there.

We met up with Luis and ate at Pappasito's which was pretty damn good. We played a bit of tennis, ping-pong and Rock Band.

Sometimes, even now, I wonder how in the hell I am going to survive without Pat. It's too bad we don't go to the same college or are even remotely close.

So yeah, it's true, I'll miss him. I just hope that the next time we see each other won't take years. Honestly, he's a person you can open up to. You're lucky to meet a guy like him.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 08:02:23 GMT

Hello. It's been a while since I've actually wrote on this thing. I can't sleep, partly because I can't stop thinking about things and partly because I have bad habits now.

This journal is very important to me. I've been writing in it since 2003, on and off. A lot of memories are here. Some good, some bad. Most stupid. I went back and just glanced at everything I wrote. Sometimes it seems like I'm reading about someone else... it doesn't feel like I wrote it. Is that bad? I don't know.

Right now, a question keeps repeating inside my head... it goes something like this "What the fuck am I doing?" A part of me tells me what I should be doing and a part of tells me what I want to be doing. The problem is, neither are really true to me. I don't know what is right. I don't know what I want.

I wonder, in 5 more years, who will I be when I look back on this? Will I have what I want? Will I be happy? Or will I be stupid? I'm betting on stupid, just as I was, just as I am, just as I will be.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 21:16:35 GMT

Friday, June 06, 2008

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 03:10:44 GMT

Presenting JUN MIHARA my desktop mascot! Right now Jun is in her karaoke/drunk mode!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Tue, 20 May 2008 20:01:42 GMT

Day 9: Alex Powershot & Ni Approach Shots/Netplay

Monday, May 19, 2008

Mon, 19 May 2008 09:08:57 GMT

Day 7: Groundstrokes

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Thu, 15 May 2008 23:21:01 GMT

Day 4: Serves

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Thu, 08 May 2008 07:12:08 GMT

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Sun, 04 May 2008 20:30:03 GMT

Friday, April 25, 2008

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 03:56:56 GMT

Prince O3 Hybrid Hornet

Head Size:
100 sq. in. / 645 sq. cm.

Length: 27 inches / 69 cm

Strung Weight: 10.6oz / 301g

Balance: 2pts Head Light

Swingweight: 320

Stiffness: 70

Beam Width: 23-25-22 mm Tapered Beam

Composition: Dynamic Braided Graphite / Titanium / Tungsten

Power Level: Medium

Swing Speed: Moderate-Fast

Grip Type: Duratac

String Pattern:
16 Mains / 19 Crosses
Mains skip: 7T.9T.7H.9H
One Piece
No shared holes