ADysfunctionalMind's Xanga

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 03:12:34 GMT

If you haven’t figured it out yet,

New xanga.

Ange_Sans_Ailes

(The Angel Without Wings, duh.)

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Sat, 14 May 2005 21:43:45 GMT

this xanga is gonna be used for my own journal purposes. like details of my day so i can remember what happened.

my other xanga Ange_Sans_Ailes is basically sublimable messages to ppl::cough:wink:: haha

and...you can read about my night yesterday on Rach's xanga, Garfunkle_is_a_sexy_name (or something like that haha)

editt--i would also like to add i have this thing and it tells me who visits my xanga ::gasp:: you know who you are. just fucking comment! you read it anyway, ugh.

editt--hugs.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Wed, 11 May 2005 23:19:36 GMT

"A Cardinal…my favorite. I’d love to have a tame one but I wouldn’t have the heart to cage him." - Katrina Anne Van Tassel

"Well then…I…I have something for you. A cardinal on one side, *flips it* an empty cage…*spins it* and now…"- Ichabod Crane

Its not about finding the one you can keep.

Its about finding the one who sets you free…

Monday, May 09, 2005

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:40:42 GMT

When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care...

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now,
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Do you really have everything you want?
You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got
You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you're happy now,
come on, tell it to my face or have I been replaced,
Are you happy now?

I’ve had all that I can take
I'm not about to break
Cause I’m happy now,
Are you happy now?

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 13:27:33 GMT

Suprizingly thats actually an o.k. picture of me lol. Aww Wastle!...even tho he molested me several times haha! that was amazing!

sadly...i'm most likely related to that. lol

wow. no. lol

read the entry below

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 03:50:59 GMT

"hollar back youngin…WOOT WOOT!"

Jason called me @ 1, and invited me to Partywith him, Wastle, Alex, and David. So once Rach got home from her appointment my mom drove us to Jason’s. However, on the way while we were randomly talking about Grubb we pasted him and Eddie biking and I literally jumped out of the car, haha! From there we pointed and laughed @ Ben and Eddie as they biked they’re way over to Jason’s while we drove. We jumped on the trampoline, haha so many sexual innuendoes!God, that was amazing lol!! We decided to walk to Copper Beach for the fair (which by that time was over lol), although when we got to the Steam roller place that we always cut through (tradition "who are we gonna roll Lauren?"-Rach) was locked. But of course that didn’t stop us! Grubb got a running start and went over first. Rach and I were next, Our purses went though first, and then over we went. When I got on the other side I landed, and then fell over LOL! Omg that was hilarious! Of course Wastle my love came to my rescue and picked me up. So we unconsciously walk/ran though to the other gate, where we had to go under rather than over this time. Rach and I didn’t want to get dirty, and we weren’t sure if our…umm…upper bodys? Lol would fit though. Eventually, I went first and once I got over and was oh, so proud of myself, Ben throws my purse back over the fence! But again Wastle came to my rescue and rolled back under, retrieved my purse, and safely returned it to me. When we arrived @ Copper Beach, after Ben climbed up a rather long pole that started to rip as he climbed it, haha, and almost jumped into a dunk tank, we started looking for a present for Wastle’s mom. But since all the booths were closed we couldn’t find much. But eventually some lady took pity on us and re-opened. Wastle got his mom a present.

"I ain’t getting my mom shit."-Rach and me haha!

We stopped @ the thrift store, made Jason try on this fabulously bright dress(pic later) and loitered on the couches while eating Wastle’s candy(pic later). When I had finally wrestled the Swedish fish away from Ben and Wastle, and was calmly sitting on a couch…

THEY ATTACKED! LOL! Ben comes out of nowhere and try’s to pry them out of my hand, while Wastle try’s to district me with sexual innuendoes haha, it ended with Ben and Wastle licking my hand, haha Omg that was amazing! So we headed towards Burger King to get Slurpees, and Crowns haha. When Jason dumps this cup of water on me for the "wet T-shirt contest" lol what!?!? So my backs totally wet and everyone’s kicking Jason’s ass haha. Wastle attempted to comfort me by using his shirt to cover my back, aww lol u had to see it, it was adorable! Lol! Then Lou came out of no where and told me that my wet back was totally sexy haha. When we got to Burger King we pilled into a booth, but Grubb refused to sit in it…so he ended up sitting in on the highchairs, and poured salt down my shirt, thus starting the "salt packet war!". Wastle made fun of me because I "lick" my slushies, lol what?!? That’s how I do it! He had his arm around me and would randomly grab my slushie, lick it, and then eventually stole my straw! Gosh. SO I stole grubb’s who then stole Rach’s who then stole Jason’s. haha.

"wow. We airn’t mature enough to be in a public area."-Alex lol we were so loud, whoops!

So after many awquard conversations, sexual innuendoes, and randomness we headed back to Jason’s. We jumped on the Trampoline more "woot woot!". I fought Wastle. And Ben. Oh, and Dan Wood(but that was later lol).

~~Random transition period inbetween~~

Second part of the day --- we decided…well more like my mom decided that we’d go to the Scavenger Hunt. It was actually amazingly fun! All my loves were there, and I reunited with a lot of ppl who I hadn’t talked to in forever! Aww I love u guys! We divided into teams. It was Miriam (that doesn’t look right, sry!), Ruthie, Rachie, and me!

"haha ferocious driving!"-me

Miriam def. is ferocious when it comes to driving. Haha that was insane! We stopped @ her house first (where we saw Grant <33 haha), and as we were loading everything into her car, Dan Wood’s team shows up. ::gasp:: Dan comes sprinting towards me, tackles me, and takes our Lego tower! CHEATERS! Haha that was amazing! We then headed to the mall where Rach and I scared the crap out of some sales women at Version Wireless. And got chopsticks. But this Chinese lady wanted to charge me .49 cents and I was like "what?!?" so we dug though our pockets for change, when Miriam walks past us smiling…suspiciously… "u didn’t jack those did u…?"-Me and Rach "no comment." Haha Miriam amazes me! We headed off to Rach’s in search of "anal leakage" (-me haha) crème. Though none was found, we did find a nose hair trimmer haha! We had 10 minutes left, and headed to Burger King and Mini golf. 3 ppl there recognized me from the play and were like

"Omg! Are you Lauren Buckhammer?"

and I was like "yea…"*thinking oh shit I have no idea who these ppl are I feel so bad!*

and they were like "OMG! ITS FRED!!"

and I was like haha! Aww I have a fan club! Haha that was incredible.

As Rach and I waited for Miriam to pick us up on the corner, we attempted to make a "honk, if u LOVE us!" sign haha; and called Rinn "loserrrs!" *then we hung up*. Being the first ppl to arrive we chilled and recounted everything. Then my lover Rinn arrived with my other lover Hannah, and Alee! Woot! Out of no where Josh tackled me! Rach and I ate our quesadilas, while calmly making conversation on our couch. Bennett served me Coke haha. Actually, I also fought Josh "one shot!"-me haha. And Bennett "come on!" haha! So once I had a full glass of coke, a brownie, and a quesdila, rach and I once again begin a calm conversation…until…DAN STUCK AGAIN! Lol!

"do you want these vitamins?"-Dan

*that was the one thing we were missing! He didn’t know we were missing them haha* "yea…"-me

"alright." *gives them to me* -Dan

"thanks!"-me

"wait…u guys have them already right…?"-Dan

"yea…"*smirk*-me

"WAIT! U DON’T HAVE THEM!"-Dan *tackles me*

"noOOoo they’re mine now!"-me *trying to hold onto them*

"no way!"-Dan *wrestling me for them*

"haha noOOoo!"-me

Omg that was hilarious! You had to be there to see it, it was amazing! In the end Dan got them back and refused to give me them…but don’t worry I’ll get him back tomorrow. Haha! When all was over and done, We said goodbye to everyone and as I pass Dan he’s like "ugh. W/e." so I drop my purse, "come on Dan u wanna fight?!", he grabs me and tickles me and after I like almost died, we went home.

Wow. This was definitely one of the best days of my life. I love u guys!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Sat, 07 May 2005 16:12:14 GMT

Random Conversations with Grubb:

*I said something scar-ing* haha whoops

"EWW!! Don’t tell me that! That’s like him* kissing my sister!" –G.r.u.b.b. ::shudders::

haha, I swear Ben and I were like separated @ birth or something

*While dissecting the shark*

"So if that’s the intestine…what’s this?"-Me

"Ur mom."-Grubb

"Haha what?!!?"-Me

"What’s going on u 2?"-Zucker

"Grubb implied that my mother had somehow inserted herself into the sharks…wait what is that?"-Me

"The anus."-Zucker

"Right. That my mother had forcibly inserted herself into this shark’s anus."-Me

"I’m going to walk away now…"-zucker

Haha, omg that was amazing! By far the best science vocab. word is "anus." Haha! its so awquard!

Friday, May 06, 2005

Fri, 06 May 2005 17:39:21 GMT

Grr…my tummy hurts.

Kevin(s) are gone…

So today I sat in my basement reminiscing…

Lol. What?! I had nothing better do to!…well sleep. But I was having some f*ed up dreams.

My Plans for the weekend:

Might be going to NYC to find my sister.

"Shopping" with Rach on Sat.

Then actual shopping, sometime this weekend.

Scavenger Hunt?

Desire.

But I’m totally jealous of "my" Kevin because he’s in Michigan. God…I rly need to get up there to see everyone again. <<In case anyone’s completely out of it -I was born in Michigan>>

These are old random conversations…remember I’m bored and missing Kevin lol:

AWS punk KID: like earlier I didn’t want to let you go

AWS punk KID: I wanted to hold you in my arms forever

Ok that’s not helping me not miss him. lol.

AWS punk KID: my god, you have no idea what that would do to everyone else aroudn you

ProverbialSUNriz: what? o come on kev. one person dosen't change the world as much as we'd like to think they dont.

AWS punk KID: you'd change my world to no end

AWS punk KID: i wouldnt be able to sleep at night

AWS punk KID: i wouldnt be able to cncentrate ever

AWS punk KID: i wouldnt be able to do anything at all without thinking of you

(Aww!! that was during one of my pissed off moods^^,whoops lol)

wow.

Damm, Grubb. Hes been right all this time. Idk, how I didn’t see it. Today I open my eyes.

Nobody said it was easy.
It’s such a shame for us to part…
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard.

EDIT---

haha me being random, like?

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Wed, 04 May 2005 22:51:47 GMT

Sooner or Later…

Ur gonna hate her.

Go ahead and throw our life away.

and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
and you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it.

Can you play the part?

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tue, 03 May 2005 21:32:31 GMT

Welcome to my day described in icons…

My Health Class:

Wastle:

Shay:

"I have a hood."-me

*Kevin puts on my hood*

"Cool. Now we can be hoodlums."-kev

                                                         Thank you…More then you’ll ever know.

  Haha that’s soOOoo me!

I Wooded areas.Idk how he could tell…but I’m glad he already knew.

"lets go."