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| “prayer should be the first resource, not the last resort.”
he's got every little thing ; I wanted, and it still feels just like the day it started so say goodbye to the broken hearted <3 cause i could never express the way I felt before , T o n i g h t <3
--theres a point in life when you get tired of' chasing everyone && trying to fix everything
but it`s not giving up it`s realizing that you don`t need certain people & all of their opinions.
heeeeey!! Well yeah only 2 more days until my birthday!!.  YAY. Summer school, well its finally over!! [= && school starts again like in 3 weeks.  Pretty, G A Y , huh? Anyways enjoy my birthday list:
the new Relient K cd by Relient K
cool new high heels by xoxo
a black skirt by American Eagle
of course a gorgeous cami by Hollister Co. & Ezra Fitch
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& hot flip flops by Abercrombie & Fitch
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the smile in your eyes, made some of the lies worth believing. oohh && i was so good at loving you <3
i got my space!! www.myspace.com/ohh_love
love always, Alyssa<3 “Just let me be -britney spears” | | |
| Just when you least expect it, you start thinking about how he makes you laugh && how he makes you feel when you're around him. and you realize that after all this time, you care about him more than you thought you did.<3
"the hardest kind of scars to hide are emotional ones. they're ugly and deep, and worst of all they never disappear"
Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away.
heeey!! well 2 more weeks of summer school. my new class is really fun i made new friends, so YAY [=. erik took me shopping a couple weeks ago so yeah i got more clothes, !! we've beeen fighting alot lately but we've learned to appreciate e/o and understand that no matter what we're always going to love each other && nothing nor anyone can change that!! i guess we're always going to have our moments, but its like a test, and our love for e/o will always brings us back  .
 
"when a guy tells you that you're hot; he is looking at your body.
when a guy tells you that you're pretty; he is looking at your face.
when a guy tells you that you're beautiful; he is looking at your heart.<3"
Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone, but instead she chose a poor man and Arial walked on land. All for love and all for life. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears because love's about facing your biggest fears.
I live in this world full of people pretending to be something they're not, but when I talk to you, I'm who I want to be. --A Cinderella Story
love, Alyssa <3 "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with your heart." | | |
| I know im not worthy of you, But i just cant help loving you. Its like wanting to touch a star, you know you'll never reach it, but you just gotta keep trying. -Family Matters
"sometimes the people you love, just forget to love you back"
I do love you, I adore you, I worship the rain, that waters the grass, that grows on the ground, YOU walk on!!
Heeeeey. Wooo, 20 comments, thanks!! I havent written in this in forever!! well summer school continues to suck  the only good part of it is i get to see the looovely erik but yeah todays my moms birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! we're gonna throw her a SuPrIsE pArTy, so yeah that'll be fun & cool!!
"dont let the sadness of your past && the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present"
it's so hard to pretend that i dont love you, when inside my heart is screaming for you <33
love, Alyssa <3 "& life with you makes perfect sense" | | |
| sometimes the pain is too strong to bare, and life gets so hard you just dont care, you feel so alone you and just sit and cry, every second you wish you would die then you start thinking who would care, if one day they woke up and you werent there
"there's nothing you could ever do to let me down & remember i will always love you!!"
"if he takes the time to argue with you...then maybe he cares a little more than you think"
16 comments... these past couple of weeks were hard on me!!  but thanks to alot of people for the awesome words: Sarah Hill BrEaThEy915, Priscilla naughty_luva, Alex breaker_alex, & kellie sxy_babe69; it ment alot!! *tues..i went to the high school to return more books & i got to see the looovely SANDRA MORALES ..DENISE TORRES ..& LORI MACABEO!!  theyre so AwEsOmE... so i finally got my gift from erik;
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oh well..]= i still appreciated it!!
sometimes you sit and think, and wonder if he can see it in your eyes. can he tell you still love him, that theres nothing you would rather think about
then the times he hugged you. can he see the tears. cause they sure are their, deep down. sure enough, along with the pain and loneliness that you buried so deep, that you're sure no one can tell. sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand to have one more chance to make him know how much he ment to you, to be able to feel complete; but you smile through it all. you talk like you always used to, the best of friends, and every time he smiles at you a tiny bit of hope springs up; but you crush it before it can surgace, before it can give you away & you hug him good bye like its nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever; but you let go, smile,and walk away. then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might. you can never make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free. letting go, thats when love hurts the most </3
love, A.I.<3 "want to know something? I wouldnt trade you for the world!" | | |
| -Maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone to come along & fix whats wrong, maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself & realize that no one else has the answer... sometimes, you have to be your own hero.
"I dont know if i like you or i love you... I dont know if i want you or need you all i know is the feeling i get when i see you is... Unexplainable!!"
Convention was AWESOME!!  tonight, dinner with erik, my love, so that should be fun!! went to church sunday, it was greeeaat.. otherwise the week was pretty cool, i guess i had fun!! once again thanks for the comments.. !! -editt...my mom yelled at me all day....why..? b/c of erik!! i hate my life sooo much right now,  i just want to give up at everything, this relationship, god, school, everything!! i cant take it anymore.. im trying so hard to do well in everything & my mom just brings up my past mistakes...  EVERYTHING sucks!! i really need a BEST FRIEND right now.....
"..What you want, isn't always what you get... but in the end what you get is sooooo much better than what you wanted.."
love, A.I. <3 "The greatest challenge in life;; is to find someone who knows all you flaws && differences & mistakes yet still loves--' everything about you..<3" | | |
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