Jennifer,
I don't know why, but you're just crazy nice. You let everyone say whatever they want to you, even though it's just wrong. I asked you why you let this happen, but all you say is "because it doesn't matter." But when I ask you and look you in the eye, I can tell that it hurts.
I remember when we were little and i first met you. I was just getting over my first breakup and you came up to me and asked if I was alright. At first I couldn't really see because I was going dizzy. But when I saw you, you took my breath away. That's really why I couldn't answer you and ran away.
I was going to ask you out, but when I found out you were "THE" girlfriend of Brian, "THE" pimp, I knew that I would have no chance because he was liked by all girls and all of his girlfriends were good. Also, he was my best friend. But then i remembered how Brian had told me about your friend, Nikki and said how she was hot and stuff. That was when I knew I had to do something before you got hurt. When I went running, out of breath, in front of you, I just blurted out everything. All you did was laugh and tell me to breath in and out. That made me smile, and technically forget about the news I had to tell you. But when I remembered Brian, I told you about how he liked your best friend. What really amazed me was that you just laughed and said you knew. But something about you, just looked like you were sad.
Then at dinner, Nikki dropped her plate and broke it, blaming it on you even though you were across the table. All you did was go clean her mess up, take all the blame, and let Nikki run away sobbing her fucking ass off.
Afterwards, I passed by the Meleka Lounge and heard Brian yelling at you, saying how everything wrong with your relationship was your fault. I peeked in and saw you just looking at your shoes. Then Nikki came in and asked what happened and you just walked away.
Well you know the rest of the story... My point is that you need to stand up for yourself, stop taking pitty, and you're talented. The people around you are amatures and can't tell who really has talent. I've taken you to many professional artist of every kind, and you heard all of them. They all said the same thing... you've got talent... now use it. And you aren't ugly. If you were, all those companies wouldn't have asked you to do them catalogs.
Please help yourself up... and i love you...
Josh
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anonymous~all u care about is other ppl... y can't you fucking care for yourself? i mean you let everyone hurt you just like tat and den you let them get away with it... i don't know whats wrong with you but you got to stop caring about how people feel and more about how you feel... you're surrounded by gay fucking assholes who don't give a shit about you... why are you giving shit about them?
... i dont know | 
