woah ! sorry i havent updated this thing in like .. for ever ..heres some new quotes // new layout soon ?

The greatest loss in life is not death,
It's what dies inside while your still alive.

Love is when flaws become perfection
Complete pain is endurable &;
Forever is all worth the wait.

I'm not saying that I love you I'm just saying latley,
your all that I can think about

the snow isnt the only thing falling fast

Whenever I watch romantic movies, witness couples
kiss and make-up listen to love songs -- I smile and
feel good 'cause I know that love still works,
if not for me, at least to others

Someone asked me,
"why do you like him so much?"
but before i could even reply my
best friend put her hand over my mouth,
and said "don't even get her started."

you found me when no one else was looking
how did you know just where i would be
you broke through all of my confusion
the ups and the downs and you still didnt leave
yeah, i guess that you saw what nobody could see
                     you found me <3
kelly clarkson <3

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nneew layout // you like ? <33

i think its time for an update

 Immature love says 'I love you because I need you.'
Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'

 people say "why do you like him?" and honestly, i don’t know. but there's just something about him and i just cant let him go.

 i want to thank you. thank you for always listening to me when i just needed to vent.for understanding what i needed, for being my best friend. & for not giving up on me when everyone else had

& how she feels
no one will know
cus she keeps
everything where
she wont get hurt

people say whats the point in liking someone who doesnt like you back, & they're right, there isnt any point but they dont understand just how i feel knowing everyday that im not his, they can say whatever they want but i know that true love isnt something that giving up helps,  its hard giving up on something you think about everyday & sometimes it isnt worth it, so i guess what im trying to say is dont give up, dont loose faith, cus when you think there isnt hope a miracle can come along.

You know you truly care about someone when you have to try to convince yourself that you don't.

so maybe you're not the prince charming that belongs in my happily ever after, maybe all these dreams & wishes i've had forever about us being together, were never meant to be. maybe, just maybe, i don't need you like i thought i did. & actually for once i'm perfectly fine with all of that..

I swear you do this on purpose. You stay online, while I sit & stare at your name. The perfect letters just sit there. Its hard to resist you, to fight temptation. The memories of you & what we didnt really have will last forever, I promise I wont forget. But darling, you`re leaving me behind, left with this empty feeling inside. Leave with the memories of her, how perfect, sweet, & just right. It tears me up inside. I just wanted to be your temptation, your perfect memory of good times. But your getting on a plane, & mine will stay. Keep in mind, I loved you once, & I tell them I dont ;; but your the one that made me this way, of course I still do! No goodbyes, & one more hello. This is it, the last one that I wont really speak. But look closesly & you will see. The last goodbye, this is it. This is getting over you.

 I cant picture you kissing her..cus for the longest time..i was the only one you were with.. Now that your gone I cant see you loving anyone..the way you loved me..Will you tell her what you told me..that I was the only one for you & you never wanted me to leave? Cus pretty soon you'll leave her too..she'll be broken, shattered & torn the way I am. I'll never love anyone the way i loved you..cus i devoted everything to you. including my heart

sneaking a kiss under the mistletoe
I want a white Christmas --» so let it snow

i catch a glimpse of you in the hallway
a chill goes up my spine
i sit here looking at a blank page, wondering how i'll ever tell you what i feel for you
i know that no matter what i write nothing can or will ever change the past or the future
i finally fill the page with many meaningless words, & by the end of the night i rip it up & pretend that it was never there..

alot of people walk in & out of my life
but you're one of the only people i ever
really wanted to stick around

the ultimate test of a relationship is to argue but still hold hands

 Love isnt just kissing & holding hands & thinking your in it, but love is when you can look in someone's eyes forever & never get tired of them. Love is whenever you hear their voice or see them, you get chills up your spine. Love is when they are all you think about & when you try not to, your sad. Love is actully somthing that cant be defined, everyone has a different opinion about it..but this is mine. & love you could really only have once, cus in the end you could only stand the heartache once. & only fools like me fall in love & then realize you cant let go of it even if you try.

I want to be the one ; I want to be the person that touches your heart & makes it skip a beat ;
I want to be that person whose arms make you just melt ; I want to be the person that your destined to be with.
but, what scares me the most is that I might not be, that you don't want me to be, or that I won't be

'I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are, & that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you & stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when your in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when your down, not just when your fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets & do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have & that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting & needing you constantly, hoping that you feel the same way for me.

 I ran straight upstairs & cried & prayed for it to stop hurting but i cant stop longing for your touch. Even when you're taken, i love you so much & now that i know you're gone, i'm no longer strong. I gotta let go of you now, gotta find someone new somehow. Please don't call. I can't take hearing your voice. Please don't come by ;; seeing your face is even worse. But please don't forget that i loved you, that i'll never forget your smile. Please don't forget our moments that lasted for awhile. You being taken is my ticket to freedom, but somehow i feel locked down. Just let me be, please. Let me leave or memories as of now.

She whispers to herself as she wipes running
eyeliner from her eyes, "I'm NEVER gonna be GOOD enough"

i could tell my heart each time,
` it isn't love, you're just another guy
there's nothing there, & what i feel, is in my head,
it isn't real.` but i can't deny, can't even cry.
cus i know inside, butterflies don't lie.

 I saw him the other day for the first time in months.
I mean, I've seen him recently, but today i really saw him.
me looking at him, him looking at me, right in the
eyes & straight to the heart. & i could feel it,
i could feel him, & it was amazing. It's there between us.
I just wish he wasn't too afraid to see it

Sometimes you forget to tell someone how you really feel..
& then eventually, you don't have a chance to do it

People say things they don't mean, but you have to
realize it's to burst their self-esteem. Some one will
break your heart, & then later you'll realize you were meant
to be apart. Life moves on, that is what I've learned.

Do you know what it's like to be me?
Go through sumthing not everyone can see?
Do you know what its like to walk in my shoes?
Please stop judging me simply cus I'm not you..

Whatever your doing, love yourself for doing it
Whatever your feeling, love yourself for feeling it

 

We stuck together our whole lives through
I can truly say I will always be here for you

A friend drops their plans when your in trouble,
shares joy in your accomplishments,
feels sad when your in pain
A friend encourages your dreams & offers advice,
but if you don't follow it, they will still respect & love you for it

Hearts, promises, loyalty are all things
that can be broken & a friend might break
them, but your best friends will always be
there with tape when you need it <3

I feel like I've tried for so long to be happy, & the more I try, the more that goal slips from my reach. It's almost like quicksand where the more you struggle, the more submerged you become. I've given up on everything. Nothing matters to me anymore. Especially myself. The part of my life that matters least to me is myself. cus I'm no one..& I always have been

Everything is finally working out for everyone,
everyone is getting who they want & everything they want.
I'm extremely happy for them because they all deserve it..
but I can't help but to wonder why it can't happen to me

I pretend my life is perfect like the face on tv,
yeah, that's the only way to face another day,
try to deny the misery

im fucking tired of pretending everything is okay,
my tears are starting to show & my smile is fading away.

I want to trust you, I want to know that you love me back, I want to love you so much,
But how am I supposed to trust you when you lied to me more than once,
How am I supposed to know that you love me back when you said you loved someone else?
& how am I supposed to love you when I don’t know you will never ever break my heart..

stop telling me to get over you,
you just have no clue that even over this whole time,
i still loved you with all my heart,
i dont know why,
i guess it's just a feeling i have that i can't let go of &
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& he said as she was on the edge of the boat about to jump.. "i'm too included now, if you jump, i jump..& i can't turn away without knowing that you'll be alright" & after said, she got backed down & took his hand...
* The Titanic *

In the best possible way, you have a b s o l u t e l y wrecked me.
Beacuse you see, i fell in l.o.v.e with you,
knowing that there was never any possibilty of being with you..
* Dawson's Creek *


Don't ever let somebody else create you,
because once they do, they can destroy you

It's funny when peole say,
"I don't think she likes me."
Honey, if i don't like you,
you're going to know about it.
* Julia Roberts *


You know, no matter what happens, he will always mean the world to me. No matter how bad he hurts me, I will always forgive him. No matter how much he uses me, I will always go back. No matter how much he breaks my heart, I will always love him.

I guess I'll always stop & see you & we'll run into each other's lives.
Yeah, I guess. Although it tears me up inside. Everytime it burns
my eyes with tears. But I know you're worth the pain. * Alkaline Trio *


How do you prepare a heart to be broken or dreams to fall through?
How do you let go of a miracle who means everything to you?
How do you walk away, the tears in your eyes..
letting go isn't easy, you can just pray that you'll survive.

You were the one that made me laugh, you were the one who made me smile,
you were the one that made everything I did so much better..
but you are also the one that just broke my heart. * Allison Mosher *
 
they ignore eachother & look the
other* way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way      <3


You are what I never knew I always wanted..


i love talking about you cus
i can never run out of things to say
i never have a bigger smile or louder
laugh, & even with everything that
i say, im still the [o][n][l][y] one that
u n d e r s t a n d s why I love you

I wanna have one of those magical kisses, a fairytale kind
where you close your eyes & you feel like the luckiest girl alive

The way you act when we're together, the way you smile at me,
the way you kiss me, the way you make me feel, the way you know
exactly what to say to make me feel better. The way you hold
my hand, the way you touch me. & just the person you are,
the person you've become..Make it so easy to love you

      Life’s too short for a kiss
      on the cheek so lets be unique
      and hit the sheets. <3..

      picture you & me sexually. so sinfully that makes
      it heavenly. it`s not no movie RATED G. sweetie,
      make me scream like it`s X times 3.

      it's amazing how one minute you find
      you can't imagine living your life without
      someone, and then the next minute,
      that's exactly what you're doing.

      i'm trying hard not to think of you.
      but it's not as easy as it seems.
      you say you'll always love me, but
      i'm not sure you ever did. it's so
      hard to deal without you, and it
      gets worse each day i live.

      there are millions of people in this world,
      but in the end, it all comes down to one.

there’s not a day that passes by
i don’t wonder why we haven’t tried
it’s not too late to change your mind
so take my hand, don’t say goodbye

i was born the day you kissed me
and i died the day you left me

her heart's been torn up.
stepped on. teased. played
with. and yet she's still
strong enough to go on.

sun glare* truth or dare
spin the bottle*full throttle
lap dance*unzip the pants
body shots*make it hot
blow pops*dont stop
short skirts*rock concerts
palm trees*bahama breeze
exotic vacation*summer temptation
holiday inn*deadly sin
summer fun*has just begun

There are things you don`t wanna happen but
you gotta accept it. There are things you don`t
wanna know but you have to learn. There are
people you can`t live without but you have to let go.

the only time i felt like anything even mattered
was when i was in your arms.

it`s the [memories] that [kill] me.
i guess ripping the poems and burning your picture weren`t enough. my heart is still broken and the whole gets bigger everyday i spend without youu.

i thought missing youu was only for a day.
i thought needing youu would go away.
why do i see youu in everything i do?
why does every song remind me of youu?
maybe;; because i`m in love with youu.

it only hurts when i`m --» breathing.
my heart only breaks when it`s beating «--
my dreams only die when i`m --» dreaming.

another day is going by. i`m thinking about youu all the time but youu`re out there, and i`m sitting here waiting & i wrote this letter in my head. cause so many things were left unsaid. but now youu`re gone and i can`t think straight. this couldd' be the one last chance to make youu understand.

                           .

               
and i don't wanna fall to pieces. i
just want to sit and stare at you.
i don't want a conversation. i just
want to cry in front of you. i don't
want to talk about it. cause
i'm in love with you.
-avril lavigne

i hate myself for losing you
what do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here?
what do you say when everything said
is the reason why he left you in the end?
how do you cry when every tear you shed
won't ever bring him back again?
i hate myself for loving you
--kelly clarkson

 ever since i was young, i never understood anything
about the world or anything that happened in my life.
the only thing that ever made sense to me was you
and how i felt about you. that's all i've ever known ..
and that's enough .. that's enough for me for the rest of my life.
--» boy meets world

  cory: it just sucks you know?
shawn: what? to know it's over?
cory: no. to be the only one who know's it's not
-- boy meets world

didnt have alot of time -- mayb an update later or tomorrow <3333

 

QU0TES ii MADE ;;   i dont know how to explain this to you boy ;; im in love with you -- no matter how much we might fight or who else comes between us or how much we hate eachother sometimes ;;  i will always have a part of you in my heart you will always have the biggest part of me with you every note that i have ever writtin to you and saved i will save forever if i dont have the courage to give them to you i have all of out converastions saved ;; every single one . good or bad i love to hear you say you love me but at the same time i dont want to here it i know we have both made mistakes with our relationship but when it comes down to it i dont care at all * you changed me in so many ways - you even changed your self for me . you became a better person after we were together so long. but sometimes i want to get over you . i just want this to be over with and i dont ever want to see your face again, not because i hate you but because i want to see what else is out there. but no one ever compared to you ; no one ever will .. and i know that . you mean the world to me -- iM S0 IN L0VE WiTH Y0U   i remember every single word that you have ever said to me ;; every glance that you have ever shot me && you know what? i've never felt this way for anyone before -- i've known you for a while && i think that i have always liked you even when i hated you ;; i think that it takes just one thing after a year or so to look at you and say '' wooah .. i like him " but its the hardest thing knowing hes not yours && probally will never be _ not becasue he doesnt like you -- because he is in love with her and if i could ever have him i know that i would loose alot of people ;; so from know on evrey smile that i smile will be fake // because its killing me \\ && so i'll move on _ not because i want to but because i know that i will never have you back .. i know we had something special ; i know it ` but we both fucked thing up .. we belong together ;; honestly we do i know it _ but sometimes people have to move on in order for things to get better // i truley hope that one day fate will bring us back together because i know its whats ment to happen [ but for now i guess ill look at it as just some teenage fling && and how theres going to be plenty of other people. sure thers going to be alot more people as we grow older and go our seperate ways ; but i know thoes people wont ever matter to me like you did / what we had im never letting it go // never __                         lots of home work // update soon !