hey guyss.
yeah i know i havent written in here for a whileeee.
um yeah im doing good. still not ana anymore, and i feel so much better.

being anorexic is just mental. all you girls [no offense at all] who think your fat, yes i know i do not know you but still, your not fat at all.. its all in your head. i used to think i was fat, and all my friends would be like WHAT THE HELL CATHERINE YOUR NOT FAT AT ALL, you know.. trying to be there for you. yeah i didnt believe them.. so i tried being anorexic, and to let you know.. its not any better than being fat.


so no offense to all of you because im not trying to change whats in your head just trying to give or offer help.
if any of you ever need anything; im here for you<3

stay strong<33

ok. so i havent written in here in like 3 months? last time i did. i said i wasnt shutting down this site. yeah and i didnt.

last time i weighed myself i think i weighed like 110 or something really close to that. and i just weighed myself like 2 minutes ago. and i now weigh 101!!! omg i am so happy. so im not totally ana anymore. and i eat. but i always try to eat healthy. and yeah.. some days i really splurge. but its ok every once in a while.

-> to all my ana girls ** stay strong. and if you really dont like being it. dont. dont be anorexic just to get thinner to please your boyfriend or someone like that. because if your boyfriend really loves you. he will love you no matter what the hell you look like.

just remember that.

comments are good.

<3STAYSTR0NG.

--catherine

<--thinspo .. god shes so pretty.

well i guess im not shutting down the site but i probally wont update EVERY day .. i havent been doing good at all .. i actually think i GAINED two pounds omg. HELP ME PLEASE. i dont know what to do. i wanna look so much better&&thinner before school starts but it just wont work for me. im like fucking addicted to food. and i dont wanna be. ugh help me please. i need insperation to get me through it. and i dont need your other fucking comments saying "hell yeah your fucking fat you need to lose some weight holy shitt." i appreciate the comments from other ana's supporting me though. thanks alot. comment more please.

<33 stay strong [i should be taking my own advice shouldnt i ??]

bye.

wow .. sorry i havent updated in a while .. ill probally shut down this site cuz its too much to keep up with .. comment me and tell me if i should .. idk .. havent eaten much at aLL .. which is gooD .. g2g ..

<33 to all my ana's -- stay strong!

<3 catherine

i still need help with the throwing up thing .. but anyway- today i ate nothing and drank a diet pepsi .. DIET so it had like nothhinggg in it...

well i just thought id say that...

leave comments <3

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