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birthday fun

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 03:28:44 GMT

well the birthday went very well.. i survived the big 21!!! wahoo for me! anyway.. had the get together at old chicago.. had some interesting drinks.. and a large variety of drinks.. some were better than others.. actually.. i guess the more i drank the better they got.. oh well.. i didnt drink too much.. i was still good enough to drive myself home! but i still had a good time! i felt bad for the few who werent 21.. but oh well. been there done that.. glad its over.. hope everyone else weekend went splendidly! at least.. the few who read this...

R.I.P.

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 21:26:20 GMT

R.I.P. Shadow

August 1993- October 2006

Shadow was my first pet. We got her when I was 7 and Emma was 3. It's so wierd not having her around anymore. We had to put her down today. It was way too difficult to keep her alive anymore. She could barely get up and down the stairs anymore. You could tell she was in pain. Her back hips were bad. She was a good dog.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:23:42 GMT

so.... im pretty much in love with this guy... his moves are incredible.. and hes hott! an amazing soccer player!! and i love this song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDsQ24Xcw1g

help....

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 04:12:32 GMT

what do u do when one of ur good friends is throwing away his life? hes stopped going to school.. he quit football (the one thing hes really good at) i mean i understand hes injured.. but that doesnt mean he could still go an support the rest of his team rite? i mean its his senior year fot the love of god! hes moved out of his parents house.. and moved in with his girlfriend of one month.. last i checked.. u move in together when uve been together for quite some time.. i mean thats a huge step... but he drops all his friends.. makes no attempt to contact u anymore.. and just doesnt seem to care about anything except her.. im scared for him.. i want to help him.. but idk how.. i mean he doesnt talk to me.. i remember the day when i was his main source of advice.. and now.. nothing.. maybe i pushed him away? maybe i cared too much? in some ways.. its my fault.. i got him the job.. and had he never gotten it.. he would have never met her.. and hed still be a good kid.. maybe it is my fault.. i fell like such a terrible person for it now...

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 20:29:08 GMT

yay!! icons!

mmmm.. i love soccer

well that didnt last long...

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 19:20:46 GMT

well im back.. im back out East.. permanently... since i was only working weekends.. they didnt think they would be able to give me enough hours.. so Angela told Teresa that i can just stay out East... Angie didnt even tell me herself... oh well...i guess i just didnt cut it.. whatever... i missed working out East anyway.. at least i know what im doing out here.. i am gona miss the kids tho.. they were really cool.. i still visit anyway.. well.. thats about all i have now...

it's official....

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 04:26:53 GMT

well.. i guess everyone has their time.. and now.. its my turn.. ur all wondering what the hell im talking about.. well here goes.. im transferring out West... to the the Canteen... i will be a staff instructor/manager in training.... its exciting.. but scary at the same time.. im working with kids even younger than i am now.. im gonna miss my boys.. and im moving out to a place thats like 30 min from my house.. to where im sure im not wanted... im gonna have to show these kids i mean business.. its gonna be interesting.. i start Friday August 4... i'll be out West ont eh weekends.. and i'll work Thursdays out East.. except for the last Thursday of every month.. which is inventory day... so in other words.. all u east siders... better come visit me cuz god knows im gonna be bored out of my freaking mind!!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 06:57:36 GMT

this was funny and made me laugh

http://www.raubinandmegan.com/audio/ItsHotinTopeka.wmv

my new obsession....

MICHAEL OWEN (#10)

mmmm

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 05:39:10 GMT

She feels like kicking out all the windows,

And setting fire to this life.

She would change everything about her,

Using colors BOLD & BRIGHT.

But all the colors mix together,

To Grey.

And it breaks her heart.

mmmmm.. Dave Matthews...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 06:28:29 GMT

Yeah, they talk about her
She smiles like she’s so tough
She says "Hey, can you talk a little louder
I don’t think my heart is broken enough"

Nothing.
Nothing is wrong,
And asking is against the rules.
Crying is against the rules.
You're strong,
Don't let them
break you.

There’s nothing better than a great romance
to ruin a perfectly good friendship </33

Every penny in a well ; every broken wishbone
Every 11:11 on a clock ; every finger crossed,
Every turn of a necklace pendant ; every star in the sky;
Every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle -
Every wish I could make…will never give me you