ATREYUrox25's Xanga

Friday, March 30, 2007

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 02:18:10 GMT

Blahhhh... this things old

hahaa

do only lil kids use this thing now?

Haha 8th grade was Xanga.

9th was Myspace

10 and ^ is Facebook..

whats next?

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 00:19:24 GMT

Wow....

i havent used this thing for a while...

haha

so who does use this anymore...? tell me, comment me.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 23:38:47 GMT

Hmmm...

Who uses this shit anymore?

Haha...

yeah im bored.. and no ones commenting me on myspace so yeah?

comment me eh?

Pics from the pre-Party:

Yeah... Sean with lik 50 shirts on? haha
oh well.. good night on the First.. eh?

Pics from the party:

Like at 4 in the morning
Yeah.. dunno.?

Yeah theres more but im lazy... and well... go check out the vids on my myspace.

www.myspace.com/ohmisery_lovesme

yeup

Friday, June 23, 2006

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:21:22 GMT

WHOA... this shyts crazy....

you know what...

imma get this shit started again.. FUCK MYSPACE... haha

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 16:13:43 GMT

hmm soo i havent written in this thing for a while... haha yeah... bored

grr

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 08:53:26 GMT

HMM... new video... Atreyu * Ex's And Oh's =D enjoy

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 03:58:08 GMT

HMM.. so yeah the new Atreyu Album came out about 3 days ago... YAY. and i have it.. yay... grr in your face... yeah... so i dont use this anymore.. oh well... no one cares anyways...

grr

My Fork In The Road (Your Knife In My Back)

So here, we are again. The same fork in the road, I hate you, You love me, This stories getting old. The day I opened up, You shut me out for good. Fuck it, Fuck it, Fuck You! You are a liar and a whore.
    So take what you want and leave. You'll never get another part of... Me.
    I remember the day that I thought I would be free. I poured out my soul to you, Exposed everything. I'm taking out, My hearts broke, My head is hung to shame. I did my best to drink you away.
    So take what you want and leave. You'll never get another part of... Me.
    You poison all men’s lips. Lonely by the curse of your hips. Come here boy, stand by me. Look my way and have another try.
    I should have got up. I should have got up and left you.
    And I will never be you're lover again. As far as I’m concerned, we are not even friends. This is may all not to suttle to you. The point I'm trying to make is we are completely through.
    So take what you want and leave. You'll never get another part of... ME.
    You poison all men’s lips. Lonely by the curse of your hips. Come here boy, stand by me. Look my way and have another, try.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 23:38:57 GMT

My soul it screams for you. (Can you not here it?) My arms reach out for you. (Why cant you take them?) My Heart burns only for you (Can you extinguish it?) I Love only to be loved by you. (Why cant you love me too?)

I long only to be held and care for. Why cant it be? Am I to die alone and bitter? What the hell is wrong with me? My face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut with fear and sorrow. I no longer wish to love anything. Just cut the heart right out of me.

Sometimes I choke on all the false love (that infects me) Sometimes everything is not enough to cure (the sickness inside of me)

I did it all cried black tears for you. (Why cant you see?) Like a vampire biting my heart, Sucking the love right out of me. Dont even care as my blood stains the floor? Cannot be cleaned, You cut me out and tore me through. Six feet unders the place for me.

I feel it all as it sickens me, It feels like I'm dying inside. Because of the love I gave that cant be returned. My longing for instability is a personality flaw.

FUCK

I trust you with respect And you turn me down.

LOVE IS ILLNESS

GOOD BYE XANGA

Myspace: www.myspace.com/ohmisery_lovesme

Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 05:47:13 GMT

HMM......... Myspace is better........ grr.

www.myspace.com/ohmisery_lovesme

=D add meh.... yay

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:13:12 GMT

Where..will i be?
When theres pain as far as eyes can see?
stand in line for days and nights
making up lost time
this is how i feel

im going to cut these loveless wrists
cuz my head sure hurts today..
take another 20 pills to try and make my troubles go away

im going to cut these loveless wrists
cuz my head sure hurts today..
take another 20 pills to try and make my troubles go away...away

i once felt strong
it wouldnt last for long
to wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cutmy arms with the
biggest knife that i can stand

why waste time
lifting my head
i'll keep it down
save face instead

why waste time
lifting my head
i'll keep it down
save face instead

i once felt strong
it wouldt last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cut my arms with the
biggest knife that i can stand

stand in line for days and nights
making up lost time
this is how i feel

It's more then i can stand