| so my emo side is coming back... theres just too much going on all at once and i've gotten into that bad habit of mine of not talking.. school's kicking my ass like no other... i think most of us are in this position so no need to explain further family is all kinds of fucked up. keep having to hear my dad nag me about school, work, college, and money... i never even ask him for money, thats why i took up a job yet he yells at me for never having any w/e im just tired of all his crap i NEED to get out.. if i dont end up at BU, im screwed. at least my bros and sis seem to be supporting me along the way thats about the only good thing going for me friends.. this is where i'd lik to say they're always there for me which i know they are, just been feeling kinda out of place lately.. havent really been "in" w/everyone and as stupid and childish as it is i've been feeling kinda left out whether by choice or force idk.. i just know its one of the worst feelings to ever surface the earth cant wait til college, no more high school drama to ever have to deal with anymore. short rant but im done. |
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| DIE 2006!! bring on 2007 FTW |
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| so its been a while since i've spilled my guts, all my worries, all my pain and stress. but it seems i wont have that chance for a long while.. until then u'll see me counting down to my 18th bday!!  |
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