hellooooosillies.. i have a new Xanga name its CryssTick_x3   make sure to make that change cause ill no longer be using this piece of shit one thank you.. and no longer will u ever come to this one again good byeeeeeeeeee

ilovekris

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off to the fam reunion.. awesome..

sorry thats all im writing cause im leavin now i lovv you..

hearmeloud

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"i belive the rain on monday an tuesday was the world crying for the loss [of my grandfather}...the thunder was the angels applauding.. welcoming him into the heavens.. i believe the sun we had today and yesterday was my grandfathers smile shining down on us..lettin us feel warm..and knowing his arms will always be around us."

helloo today was the last day i will ever see my grandfather.. the viewing and funeral.. i never cried so hard in my life.. thank god for my family..i coudlnthave made it without them..

now im just chillin cleanin my room and eatin chinese..its my way of copeing with whats goin on..

understandme<33

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"What I wouldn't give for just one chance
to surrender my heart and feel it dance
to scrutinize you in a different light
to savor you all day and night"

hello i love you<33

im goin nuts i havta clean my whole house todayyyyy ahh.thats like so0o0o0 much work.. lol.than tonight im off to a viewingg.. ill be surrounded by 18921038 people who loved my grandfather.. it will make me feel good...but for now i gotta goo.. i love youuuuuuu

iknowiwantu

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"she jsut wants to cry
spendin her whle life
not on the inside
shes constantly finding ways
to get thrugh her days w.o being so cold
she doesnt understand why people hatva
close there hands to her
she just want s to cry
cause shes invisiblee"

i just got back from lunch wit my mom mom it was funn.. we went for chinese than went shoppin.. it was a good way to get things off my mind.. and now img oin shoppin!! yeayy.. my mommys takin me.. but its kinda sad cause while im there i gotta pick up funeral clothes im so scared.. im so sadd....

but anyways... IM SEEIN COURT AND ADGE TONIGHT! YEAY i feel like i havent seen them in forever! i love them heehe

ill ttyl .....much loveee

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