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| ..` bumpin : last cry
..` mood : alrights
haven't been updatin lately so here i am nows.. hahas. trying to remember wuht happened thru dis almost past month. hmmms.. me & herman r talking agens.. not together or ne thing. just frends.. hmm.. i kicked it wid gerrat couple times :] - which was absolutely awesome. & i ghottah meet two of his homegurls. dey're cool :]. hmm.. i dun't have my doggie no mores =[. gave it to an animal shelter in baldwin park. ><. my parents ghott really annoyed by him so yeas i had to take it to an animal shelter or out on da streets. decided animal shelter is better cuhs dey wud take kare of him. i miss dat pup =[. it's alright i guess.. mite ghett another one later ons. house is still remodeling. if da house is done before my burfdayy(may 18), dens i ghettah have a swt 16 party. so yeas.. hmm.. my dad's not lettin me tah learn how tah drive til dis summer i think ><. o yeas.. i didn't try out fer song or ne thing cuhs da nite before practie my dad told me i can't cuhs he needs da money fer da house so yeas.. o wells. maybeh i'll try out fer tennis. hmmm.. i think dat's all fer nows. i'm sleepy. hahas. well.. i guess dat's it. bye! take kares.
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| `..bumpin : dunn cry out loud...
`..mood : random.
sigh.. guys r effing jerks. dis is wuht i learned da past month. dey're jerks. gahs. ne wayys.. so my big jello's(gerrat) coming saturdayy.& so my x boyfrend, herman, found out & ghot all pissed. cuhs i asked my dad bouh gerrat comin` overs & i never asked my parents bouh herman comin` over. yeas i'm da one to blame & shit.. buht y does he kare so much bouh it? he's da one dat told me not to like him ne more. he's da one dat wants
me tah be happy. he's da one dat wants me to move on.he was also da one
dat broke up wid me.. & finally when i move on tah another guy,
it's like ?!. yeas i feel bad & shit. even if i asked my
parents if herman cud come over when we were together, it wud be da
same to me. having herman comin over when we were together doesn't mean
we wud be together nows. y? becuhs his mum dunn want him tah be
wid me. even he sed so himself dat he wun't do wuh his mum dunn like.
so yeas. i dunn kno wuh da eff to do. he dunn wananh talk to me ne
more. or c me. least i can do -.-.
ne ways..
i'm trying to learn how to do da splits in 3 weeks ><. it hurts. think immah try out fer everything buht flags =]. today was a drag. i love coming home to my bed & room. where i cud just go away frum everything. siiiiiiiiiiigh.
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| `.. bumpin : fly away
`.. mood : sick ; sad
dis weekend was great =]. didn't do much saturday. went shoppin
sunday & soup plantation wid my cousin :]. went to go cut my hair
yesterday(pichures-myspace). it's sooo azn. hahas. i ghott sick on
friday =[. life sucks.. teared twice today. it's kindah amazing how some people realize dere's sumthin wrong & other people dun't care. teared in da morning when i went to first fer like 3 minutes. teared after skool.. i erno how to explain how i feel inside. love hurts. dat's all i cud say i guess.. u wud never kno how much a person means to u til dey're gone. in my case, relationship.. i wannah work things out & ghett bak together.. he doesn't...
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