A new beginning?

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for the title alone means no less

a lesser ending a lesser beginning

with my heart at ease

my soul still spits fire until deceased

coping my wrecked mind

my broken peril slowly i become blind

speak of the days

only if i had prayed

more often more efficiently

to only consider my thoughts

rather more definitely

the infinite boundries

relentlessly it deprives

not just me but everyone else begging on their knees

believe not me but our god

our only sign of belief

is our neglengence of disbelief

faith to all

pave a new movement

crave for the cause

pray and pray

until all our days has pass on by

ITS A BOY!!!!!!!!!!

MY FIRST BORN NEPHEW!!!!!!!

LEONARDO KANG!!!!!

                 (Ghost in the Shell 2 : Innoncence)

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redemption over red ink blotted out story lines sincere thoughts

i reverbed out my whole life line my disturbed sense of a rhyme

closely to a diverted pipe line full of high flammable gas its only time

time to gather loss memory on christmas past last history

stories unfold mine eyes untold fortunes burn reminscing suicidal thoughts

emminent emergencies immerges from the bottomless pit of my soul

gold chains rockin rocks the size of a cold heart times two

turning on twenty passing on nineteen i turn and toss around this frail mind

only a disbelief rather than to believe what i have dreamt of

this whole broken roads of fragile glass relayed only to surpass

my unachieved moments of glory this pass history of failure

i gave up half way done the redemption for the finish line

to only fall into an open abyss far away from that quasi-bliss

and then....

i realized my fortune

not through those cheap breeded cookies

but apon experience i bursted with endurance

enough to expell those negative auras

with those druken moments

a moment only a dream away

i threw away my depression

my agression

and continued on to finish my final session.......

with my mind filled with the aroma of a diploma

and i can now say hey ma...im done but its not the end.....