haha it HAS been awhile hasn't it? and i noticed something. i never make any sense in any of my entries. they usually end up being this one line thing of frustration or anger without saying exactly what's pissing me off. yeah im an angry teenager aren't i? and it's so funny how i was about to post yet another one of them frustration shits. maybe i should just do song lyrics. yeah here's a good one. it's a japanese song so this whole thing is just translation
Kanashimi Twilight
Morning Musume
You caused me to like you, so don’t leave me suddenly after that
That’s why, I refused to be kissed for a long time
He was always gentle without fail, always received his phone calls
I found myself gradually letting my guard down
Why can’t I trust boys?
Because they are nothing but lies
At least try and give me an explanation
Surely, he was different from some other boys
I was at the twilight of being convinced
I fell in love, even if I don’t know if this is love at all
My heart is shivering, I have a premonition to cry
Even though I selfishly said it on purpose, he came to welcome me,
Seems like I had no choice but to fall in love,
I dreamed of something, being dazed of something
There is no meaning to it, even if apologized
I had known it all,
That surely, someday it will become like this
At the twilight of becoming a sorrowful love...
I dreamt of something, been dazed of something
There is no meaning to it, even if apologized
I had known it all,
That surely, someday it will turn out like this
At the twilight of becoming a sorrowful love