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Sunday, April 16, 2006

MAJOR PROPS TO iluanf64, she's always got the most amazing quotes on her updates. These one's stood out to me, and fit me completely right now.

 

let's destroy each other,
because we're too cool for love lines
and soft kisses over cheap wine.
smoke me baby like your last cigarette
and whisper to me, say you'll never forget.
could you break my heart a little more?
shove my body up against yours,
and kiss me like you mean it.

 

doesnt it stink when he knows just how you feel about him and he doesnt do anything ` about it cause he just [ d o e s n t ' c a r e ] *but for some reason you just keep going*

 

you are the one the one that lies close to me
whispers hello i miss you quite terribly
i fell in love in love with you suddenly
there's no place else i could be but here in your arms. <3


and if you ever said
i m i s s y o u
dont say you never lied

 

i'm nowhere near perfect.
i eat when im bored.
i fall for boys too easily
i'm vulnerable to believing lies
i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile
i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through

 

Not everything that is faced can be changed.
But nothing can be changed until it's faced.

 


Wednesday, April 05, 2006

I can't get my mind off of him. No title to this one yet, either.

Everytime I see you, I want to cry.
I wish I could stay
Get Lost in those eyes.
Take me back to where i used to lay,
Talking to you for hours.
It always felt so right.
Flaws surfaced in the end
Onces I tried to look past.
Searching of an alternate way for my wounds to mend
All false hopes, like a cast
Only temporary.
When it comes off, there's still
that chance for fracture.
Fractures in my heart
Yet, it's a desired pain
In hopes of revival.
To get back into the game
With you.


Currently Listening
I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning
By Bright Eyes
Road To Joy
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English Assignment.. No title yet.

We started the season off just right. It was the perfect match, a Varsity Basketball Player, a Varsity Cheerleader.
You and I, best friends, it just seemed so right.
We became so close, we talked constantly.
We felt the same, it was visible when our eyes met, and in our "amazing" embraces, when we couldn't bear to let go.
You said you liked me so much, and you wanted to be with me.
Then she came back into your life.
You were faced with a decision, and you chose her.
You broke every promise that you had ever made, even though you claim it unintentional.
You promised to never make me cry.
You promised to never break my heart.
You promised to never discontinue our perfect friendship.
It was all broken.
And you are no longer the one to put me back together.
I could sit and reminisce, but the facts remain the same.
We are forever changed.
We are, forever imperfect.

<3


Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I haven't actually written in so longg....  
As soon as i do, i will post it.

But in the meantime, i have been in mad search of icon's and quotes. iluanf64 had some amazing quotes in her last post, mad props out to her. These really just... fit me ::

they asked me what I thought of you...
and honestly I didnt know...but I realized
my mind was clouded because of that
other guy who ii thought was perfect
but now I knOw that you're more than
amazing...more than I could ever hope for
&& you're exactly what I've been looking for
and it makes me mad to think it took so long
for me to see that...all because ii was looking
a t t h e w r o n g g u y <3

 

I'm no where near perfect. I eat when I'm bored, I fall for boys too easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day I don't need a fake smile & made up stories to get someone to like me, I live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through & I make up excuses for everything. I have my best friends & my enemies, drama & memories. I'm just your average typical teenager.

If anyone know's where to find this one specific icon, i would love to know. I used to have it, but since i got a new hard drive, i no longer have it. It's a quote type icon with colourful text, of Atreyu Lyrics. It says "Killer with the perfect weapons, Crystal Eyes and a Heart Of Coal" if any one has that and could send me a URL of it, it'd be greatly appreciated. I have my own bandwidth, so i wouldn't steal yours, don't worry about that. Thanks x10.

<3 Me


Saturday, October 08, 2005

I feel the adrenaline dancing within my veins
Dagger in reach
Waiting to paint a masterpiece
You wanted to help
But not help me,
You only wanted to help yourself.
It's always been all about you.
Killing Me now,
You achieved what you always wanted.
In the end it's all yours.
And then the words rolled off your tongue,
like the knife off the shelf.
Ending in a perfect tragedy.

© 9 October. 2005



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