LONG DAY

went to virginia at 530 this morning and went up to see the sister compete in ECDA cheerleading finals. that was pretty cool.  that was my day. I just got home not that long ago. well

peace

Ehh, terrible

Well, last night was pretty mixed up. Hana left for softball yea and stuff so I was chillen. I ended up going to Sara's house and hung with her and Elisa and hten went bowling where I saw just about everyone I don't get to see that much.  So that was pretty cool. I met Wesleys cousin. lol He's pretty cute. But, anyways, Frany came over and stayed the night. And I got in trouble for stuff I didn't even do. I walked in the parents bedroom "do you want the rest of the cigs u were smoking" I was like uhm no. Cuz seriously... I'm SOO sick of getting in trouble for shit i'm not even doing. Uh, hello I don't smoke no more. But, they choose to believe what they want. And yeah well whatever I'll take the blame for friends.. I won't bust them out. Well, needless to say for that I am grounded. But, whatever. Hmm, I don't know what's going on with Nate he's being an ass about stuff, I don't know if I should be believeing him or Chelsea. Cuz supposivly he's playin his games again. Oh and what really pissed me off is my mom is like "oh if you need to talk just call" and stuff like this. So, I call to talk to her and I was maybe half way thru and she was like 'well I have to go' so whatever. I tried but, you'd think that her own kid would be more important than her job considering she's the manager kind of person. And plus at the time she was even OFF work. So, she could've had time totalk. And then I tried talking to my step dad.. but that never works it feels like he's only half listening.. just zones in and out to the parts he wants. which probly isn't any part of it. So, I called my sister. Believe it or not she listened and helped me out. I'm soo happy to have a sister like her. We're always fightn and stuff but when I really need help I know I can go to her now. But yeah whatever I have not too much of anything to do today. Hana's coming up and we're going into the legion to set up for tonight and then working tonight. JOys.

later

What a grand day!

The worst feeling in the world...

So, I believe I am being used. It's definatly the worst feeling in the world. TO realize that some body you care for alot says he cares for you too but, you just feel used for what he wants. And I believe it is happening to me. I care about him still we hung out and everything. But, now he won't even talk to me. :( but, i guess that is what happens when you fall to fast and too hard for someone and not being completely sure of yourself. You can't help it when you feel so right just being around him. But, life goes on. So, I just have to move on.

Skeet Skeet Ska-doo

chillen. We took Kara home around 12. that was the sad part of the day... Don and linda came over that was pretty coool. I"m tlaking to Nate right now. Dave won't leave me alone. it sucks. Here is my email from Randall

Hi babes , i am  glad to hear from you . same with me , miss seeing you . so 2 years you say , you think you could wait that long . glad to see you reach home safe , so how old are you . i am going to rest now , but it was great you email me . hope to hear from you soon .bye for now......

-- Randall

it's sweet. I miss him now.  Nate is coming up to hangout. I missed having him around.

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