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The History Boys
By Samuel Anderson, James Corden, Stephen Campbell Moore, Richard Griffiths, Frances de la Tour
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Well another update to no one. I did lose Nathan. Fuck him really! I don't know what turned him to be such an asshole! Insensitive, unresponsive, and selfcentered. Seriously. Why do I need to cry that I can never find a person who can just be there and let me feel the way I want to feel. LET ME FUCKING CRY! God damnit! My family is falling apart slowly but surely. I wish I had enough money for a one way ticket to California. I wish I could be more independent than always depend on a friend to help me out of my problems. Fuck! I am so helpless it's almost pathetic. If I was going through this in eighth grade I'd be dead from a drug overdose. Thank god I became smart. I wish I could turn to an old friend but I'm so god damn afraid he won't even give a fuck about me. Everytime I see him I long to just talk for hours like old times but something is always holding me back.
I hate myself. I loathe myself. God Dammit.
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| | Posted 7/13/2007 12:08 AM - 3 views - 1 comments
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