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Name: Alex
Country: United States
State: California
Interests: Jesus, friends, guitar, reading, girls that love Jesus: in particular one named Becca/Jane, and others I cannot recall now...
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
5/28/2004
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| GirlfriendSo I met this awesome and beautiful girl the other day,
and we talked...
and now we are holding hands.
That would make her my girlfriend.
Yeeeaaaaaaaa!!!
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| it is really curious that i am posting. I never post. nor do i really blog anymore. in fact i just told a friend today at dinner that i have a blog but never really do any blogging. and i have no idea what to blog on/about.
well i suppose i could start with what is going on right now. i am sitting in my friends' room typing on my blog. peter is napping, and has been for the past few hours except for a few extremely loud and purposefully prolonged grunts and yawns. mike is watching the USA vs Korea baseball game online while doing homework of some sort. More on me: my laptop is struggling to move from 99% recharged batterty to 100% and is burning a rather large hole in my left leg in the process. hmmm i seem to recall why i gave this up....
hmm, i think part of my problem is that i know i really should be doing homework right now so i am not willing to actually commit and delve into some subject i know i will be spending the next 40 mins typing about. imagine, some people do this every day. i dont know if i will ever have time like that. most days i don't.
So becuase of my commitment issues, i will bid adieu and go do something....else | | |
| Meditations“Remember how long you have been putting off these things, and how many times the gods have given you days of grace, and yet you do not use them. Now is it high time to perceive the king of Universe whereof you are a part and the nature of the governor of the Universe from whom you subsist as an effluence, and that the term of your time is circumscribed, and that unless you use it to attain calm of mind, time will be gone and you will be gone and the opportunity to use it will not be yours again.”
“Each hour be minded, valiantly…to do what is to your hand”
“Do things from outside break in to distract you? Give yourself a time of quiet ot learn some new good thing and cease to wander out of your course. But, then you have done that, be on your guard against a second kind of wandering. For those who are sick to death in life, with not mark on which they direct every impulse or in general every imagination, are triflers, not in words only but also in their deeds.”
- Mediations by Marcus Aurelius | | |
| is this everything, i've dreamed of so much more
between the end and where we lie
here all hopes and dreams are scavened from the floor
and fed into machines that feed on vacant eyes
all of my dreams, always find me
far beyond these fake flourescent skies
i know there much be something more, if i could only find the door
then i could free myself and see the world outside
where daylight breaks on you and shines into the
grey that sleeps beneath your skull
daylight breaks on you and burnes away the grey that suffocates your soul
for now i hld a ke, and though i may be lost
i know that i will find my way
i search endlessly but every time i've thought
that i was near the smake and mirrors lead me astray
see the pit boss, steal each tick tock
time it seems will suffer at our hands
i look for exits in th ehaze, the dense electric twilight maze
i've heard that there is one that leads to sunlit lands
daylight, they tell me that it's just a myth
they try to betray me with a kiss
daylight, they tell me that it can't exist
they might never know just what they missed as
daylight pours fire into my grey eyes
pour grace into my grey life
breaks in and lights the way
i can't live without the day
Thrice, Between the End and Where We Lie | | |
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