I Miss You but…So at 2 am in the morning, i was inspired to write a poem. I was feeling very sad. I hope you enjoy it. I Miss You but… Everything was okay in the beginning Just phone calls filled with laughter and happiness But one slip-up meant goodbye Forever? Temporary? How long? Didn’t realize that I had lost you until reality finally set in. No more fun No more late night calls. Where did you go? Memories that we had. Flashbacks of the past. It was enough that you had to hurt me But to cut me out completely? I miss you but I’m angry Inside I feel confusion, more thoughts About how we used to be Now, nothing. I miss you but I’m even more confused Puzzled by your actions even more by your silence Now apart with our memories fading Tell me what I want to hear. Times passes by and I hear nothing No word of existence Nothing to notify me you are okay. Wondering about you and maybe I did do something wrong This cold guilt setting in my heart Tells me that we are both to blame. It was not only me, it was both of us. Stubborn people with stubborn p.o.vs The ones who said “want nothing but the best” led to a question of trust. Look outside the box Before judging. I miss you but I’m angry Inside I feel confusion, more thoughts About how we used to be. Now, nothing. I miss you but I’m even more confused Puzzled by your actions even more by your silence Now apart with our memories fading Tell me what I want to hear. I hope these scars heal By the time I see you. But for now, I will keep moving on Pretending that everything is okay And that you do not exist. But when I come home, I will miss you. So tell me. Should I forget you? Or Forgive you? Let me know so I can move on. And let this pain go away. I miss you but I’m angry Inside I feel confusion, more thoughts About how we used to be Now, nothing. I miss you but I’m even more confused Puzzled by your actions even more by your silence Now apart with our memories fading Tell me what I want to hear. So I won’t miss you anymore. |