Currently Listening Metropolis Part 2: Scenes from a Memory By Dream Theater see related

so yeah i have a little cold like thingy.. its hard to breathe..and it keeps me up at night.basically it sucks

yeah so really nothings been up.. you know same old same old.. hanging out with everyone .. well slightly.. didnt really get to this past weekend because i basically got grounded..ugh..being grounded sucks, but i do go in for the interview at lunar bowl finally tomorrow.. lets see in the past month and a half nothing really happened.. just trying to get my work done in school for once .. hopefully ill get the grades that im working for..if not then ill just work harder..well, probably not, but still. ---hahaha me and chang made three dances in his car (well the van) we have a brush off dance, then we have a drink dance, then we have a random dance and were working on a fourth one ha.. me and matt have too much fun when we go driving, college--alges? how do i make hours sound like alges.. i dont know but it was freaking hilarious. well im in the pit for the musical, its fun i guess, im looking forward to playing for it but im not really looking forward to the long practices still to come when we play with the crew. ugh i hate long practices. i got the ok from my parents and im going to ohio for a couple weeks. more along the beginning of june. first two weeks-ish. im so excited! on another note another month has basically come and gone and its about to be february, i kind of just want it to be spring, or summer. bascially summer, even though ill be working a lot more (hopefully). but hopefully i can spend a lot of time with everyone before they leave for college. wow, thinking about that makes me sad, no more of everyone, its just , going to be a lot different next year not seeing certain people everyday. and it makes me think of what i want to do when i graduate high school. sure its still a year and a half-ish away, but still. i think i think too much. oh well

it took me a little over three months but i think i might be getting the hang of the whole talking on the phone..haha.. you should be proud.. ok so im not boring .

Ohio

EDIT: I GOT THE JOB AT LUNAR BOWL MAKING 7 DOLLARS AN HOUR!!!! AHH IM SO EXCITED AHHH!!!!..YAY! that is all

well its been like a month.. everythings going well.. 1st semester is so close to being over and break is so close to being here.. cant wait

so heres my update

we went to MU on the 5th and we played at prelims and we got first in our division but we lost the drumline caption to ft zumwalt north. Which yes people were angry about that because we know that we are better than them we just happened to have a worse run through than they had . Finals were cancelled because of a storm that came and it started to hail.

my parents went to hawaii for two weeks and got back on the 11th..but while they were gone my grandma was over at our house to stay with us. i got driving time in , and we started to practice on parking.. ugh i hate parking. its so freaking hard. everytime i try to park in a lot i always end up hitting a car to the right or left of me...well there arent cars next to me im just saying if there were cars next to me i would be hitting them because im that bad at parking...just a little more practice and feel for the expedition and i think ill be fine..

Anyways the showcase was on thursday and it was amazing. it was the premiere of "china one" the cadence that chang wrote. OH MY GOSH.. AMAZING.. we fooled the crowd and a lot of other people. with the silence in the middle of it. people started cheering thinking it was over and then we just come back in playing. i love you chang. i love all the drumline .. and of course i love my 06 friends :) and all those non 06 kids that i hang out with

So all of those who made it to my house thanks for coming i hope you had a good time and i hope you werent too bored .. even though there really isnt much to do . we just played pool, watched charlie and the chocolate factory.. basically almost the tenth time ive seen it..and just hung out .. didnt really do too much..bryce being all emo with his girl pants.haha..i love you bryce

Lets just say spanish class is amazing....
NEW YORK IN 10 DAYS! OH IM SO EXCITED!!!! ITS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN!
alright thats really all that i have to say at the moment. so this is the end of my update
~Ohio~

edit: and as i saw her there, sleeping, i could see as the moon gave light to her beautiful face. I held her hand so that she knew that i was still there and i gave her a kiss on her forehead. looking at her gave me this feeling that i always want to keep. it was as if i were in love and i never wanted to let go of her. being with her makes me feel as if nothing were the matter. she gave me the comfort of having someone there with me and i hope i do the same for her when im with her. when she awoke i saw her eyes as they glistened from the stars and moon above and i moved my hand from hers and put it around her and layed my head on her arm. when she layed hers on top of mine, i knew that i never wanted to leave her.

edit numero dos : yeah so basically no one comments .. makes me kinda sad

so its about time for another update..

me and my parents were getting into more and more fights .. and pretty much i felt like i was worthless and that made me very depressing to be around..maybes its just me...and im sorry to the people who i made angry if i did..because i was always in a bad mood..so yeah . sorry..

i have found out that i really only like one part of school..and that is the 2 or so minutes that i have in between fourth hour and lunch..i wish it would last longer..

when you are staring at someone.. and they are staring back at you.. have you ever wondered what that person is thinking at that exact moment.... i wish i knew what some people were thinking..

my parents are going to hawaii in three weeks meaning im getting my liscence very soon..like .. before 3 weeks soon..so now i wont have to catch rides .. and now ill be able to just go driving .. get some alone time.. its always a good time to think when you are in a car..either there..or outside at night .. and all you hear is the sound of the earth..and everything ... is just .. peaceful..
well im being called to get off the computer.. so i need to go.. ill edit and update the rest tomorrow ..