| | Hello to the world,
I abosolutely hate these godforsaken things we call computers, I had this LONG ass post that I put so much work into and when I clicked submit.. THE CONNECTION TIMED OUT AND I LOST IT. So now I have to type it alllllllll over again  . Ohwell here goes  .
It's been so long since I posted. My life has been a perpetual rollercoaster with its ups and downs and at times, I hate it. Recently i've been putting a lot of extra effort in forming friendships with the people I meet, and strengthening the friendships with people that I already have. Because losing a friend is like losing an appendige, its painful and traumatic and something that I really wish I didn't have to go through. I've had a few close friends in my life and I recently lost one of them. Losing a friend is probably one of the things that I hate most in life, its devestaing and unfortuantly some of you known what I mean. But for those that it hasn't happened to before, I pray for you that it never does. I pray everyday that things will be set straight between this person and although god hasn't answered my prayer yet, im not losing hope. Despite them not considering me a friend of theirs, I love them and care for them, and worry about them everyday just as much, if not more so then before this stuff happened. I recently told someone that "honesty was all I had that I could still claim." I realize now that, that with in itself is a lie, heh. Ironic and contradicting, yes I know. But thats not the important part. The important part is that honesty isn't all that I have to claim. Despite losing one, I still have many friends that I can still claim. I want all of them to know, including those that don't consider me a friend of theirs anymore, that I love all of you with all of my heart and for no reason will that ever change. Everyone that I hold and held dear to me, I will love you till the day I die. Some people that have helped me out recently that I would like to thank, Roseanne, Erin, Tiffany P., Kelsey F., Jen E., Emerald and countless others. So many people helped me merely by being there to give me a hug. I thank you all very much for that. But yea, like I said, to all my friends, I love ya all ta pieces . On a much happier note, I recently got a g/f . Her name is Brandi and shes a junior, some of ya may know her, but if not its ok. You'll probably whind up meeting her sometime . Alright well to everyone thats taken the time to read this, I apreciate it greatly from the bottom of my heart. I love all of you from the bottom of my heart. I've taken plenty of your time now, so I'll let you all go. I hope everyone has a great and safe weekend. Much love.
- Joseph.
P.S. My first post was WAY better in explainging things out but due to technical circumstances, it is something will never be seen by anyone but my own eyes. Anyway, hope yall weren't to bored reading it. TTY all latter. |
| | Posted 2/26/2005 3:33 PM - 13 views - 12 comments
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Well I'm gonna roll out so I'll ttyml! lub ya to piecez!
