oyyy... two weeks before finals, I gotta pull myself together for the last push into the finals.

Got to finally see those two Newtown kids- mark and anthony.  first time playing on blacktop since i duno, and dag we're off and old.

So yeah, Gospel Nite- no complaints.  Definitely a toughhh crowd to MC for, i cracked good jokes, it's' only funny when it's not in sucha big grp, everyone's afraid to be the first to laugh.  But testimony went great.  Speaker was powerful witht eh msg and the music..woahhh.

Speeding by, the stories of sunday-tuesday......

 Tuesday was just a blurr.  Thank goodness mom gave me ride to the subway station 'cus she noticed that my left eye was soo much smaller than my right. and she goes, didn't sleep, did ya? So i slept on the ride, slept during my breaks in one of those cubicles, racked up my 2.5 hrs of power napping there.  A 102 on my bio test, im happy with that cus i decided to cut the lecture and sleep for another hr.  Got some chinese food with some frens, sat outside while i napped till they woke me up for economics.  and daggg the guy is boring, made me fall asleep in the corner in 5 min, another 1.15 hrs logged.  Philosophy, professor absent and then frens ask, wat should we do?!?! DAgg- go to the sofa's in the library and sleep, but nooo they talked and they thought i was buzzed or something cus everything was sooo funny to me ::shrugs:: Chem...somehow managed a 92 on the exam, slept thru cus i noe i'd need the energy for lab.  Got home..read two pgs of econ lying on my sofa in my room and dropped dead. never read lying down... didn't wake till 2 and stayed up alll day working. urg.

Volleyball practice this Friday- can't wait to play.  CAn't make no plans for at least the next 3 weeks so i can study, but  i can't help myself.  Can't wait till people come back for the summer; much to plan, much to do.  But yeah, goodluck on finals, ppl.  Look alivee, look up *ahEm...jay ramesh..ahem*

Headline: Aren't we thankful that spring is coming? No doubt, but nooooooo it's gonna be snowing tomorrow again.  And psychological, the weather influences one's mood more than one expects.  Either way, I'm grateful for everything, content with everything, and just full of bliss.  Got to chill my boys and a few selected ladies for which I'm very happy to see after a looooong absence. And so we are now gonna be sophomores and i see a selected few about 5 times a year, geez..we gotta work on that wiht everyone and "reconnect" with some o' frens. 

Sports: Joined the NY Vikings.  A travelling volleyball team representing new york...it's really great, the practices are just fun, kinda reminscient of Science Volleyball, 'cept I'm always a starter and not a rookie benchwarmer (who DID turn starter midway in the season).  Also founded some info on basketball, NY Cruisers, probably go check it out.  I've always loved basketball, i gotta find some way to continue, though i have been practicing to get on the team..hahaha...im a dreamer. And CTLI and among many others... I DO NOT look like yao ming, it's just that we have squarish faces.

Local: driving sucks...costs me 2 bucks a gallon, killin' my cash.  But definiately makes life much easier.  School's like a small snowball rolling downhill and accumulating more snow and increasing in size.  But i'll go fine, just have some tough teachers, but they like me...thank God.  So Long Island University (in Brooklyn, Not LI for ur info) is getting a lil better.  Still no asians, just a bunch of frens that are really different than ppl i knew in hs.  Definiately learning A LOt from these ppl and not really always goood education and that pulls me back down to the realistic world. 

Editoral: But my faith is soooo well right now; after a really good chat with Jacob in our college gp session at youth group (though it was just the two of us), i picked up some priceless advice and lessons in worhipping, praising, and leading worship all in all.  Actually looking forward to it, confidently and looking at it in the proper light.

Entertainment: Enough chat... http://okcupid.com/oktest  take it, it's actually one of the better tests i've taken  (off of Jenn's site) she agrees with me on this one...

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The Slow Dancer Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDm)     Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer.     Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive. Your exact opposite: The Hornivore Random Brutal Sex Master     While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships. ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor or The Sonnet

It's good to have people back for Christmas, so good to hear how've they've been...  Kinda envy 'em, even jealous that they're having an awesome college life and I'm stuck at LIU in Brooklyn, sooo ghetto.  My school really has nothing that makes a typical college, a typical college... No wonder I'm quite a loner nowadays.  But I'm content with life, though spiritiually, I'm dead with all I have to put up with guys at school and the friends I have at home.

So I'm suprisingly practicing our body worship for Saturday's Gospel Night, I'm NEVER gonna be able to learn to be graceful when it comes to body worship.  It appears that I've never practiced, it's just cause I stink.  Or maybe I haven't had a zestful heart lately.  But the lyrics are soooooo beautiful, made me reconsider so many things, for one- depart from CTLI:

I grew up in sunday school (I sooo didn't though)
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everyting to me

Ahhh..Christmas...Love the spirit.  A time to confess love to one another.  Couldn't have been better to hang with some of my best bro's from good o' High School.  Thanks dudeess..

Thank God... *gazes up*

I've heeded your commands once more, Master Ken S. Yoo- there u go.

What can I tell you?  College feels like High School...take the Q27 to Flushing, transfer to 7 train to Queensborough for the N or W, then Q to head into Brooklyn to class.  4 hrs round trip!! Ah wells, can't beat the subway though; gotta love that hobo in front of the subway entrance that stinks up the place when i head home.  Gotta love hearing awesome people sing and dance on the train.  Gotta love teh view of the city when the Q crosses the bridge.  Yeah, there's no asians, no christians (let alone a Seekers), no VOLLEYBALL TEAM for the men.  No girls, which to tell you the truth, I'm DARN well happy about...focused on my nice GPA. (Get's pretty depressingly lonely at times...but God has His ways; reminds me of a song- refer to the bottom) But can't ask for too much now, can i? I'm content and  happy, what's the point of it all if you ain't happy. Optimism, peoplee *ahEmm sue..jeannn...jayy..etc etc etc**

Hmm...Thanksgiving break, gotta b looking forward to that.  O yeah, if you guys know what my childhood dream was when I was a little boy, the dream i gave up on a while ago...I'm up and at it again, trying to pursue it!!!

Dear God,
I know that she's out there...the one I'm suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...you'll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we meet.
And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.

In the meantime- gotta get my pharmacy degree and reach my dream.