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| hahaha !! hahaha !~ men are pigs!!! PIG !!
especially .........
donno what's wrong with his mentality..maybe he ate too much !! `yesterday...we were fooling around in the chatroom...i was making fun on him...and then~ i called him "lao gong, don't be angry.." but he said, don' t call me " lao gong".."didn't you hear it. don't call me lao gong.." he said that..maybe he was angry abt i was making fun on him....or...else..???? i don't wanna think...i'd better keep myself "stupid"..maybe that would be good for me..
last night..when i phoned him..he said " you have to love me as before...don't leave me just because of i said we hardly have a result..." ( dono how to translate in ENG la``555)...i still treat him by my true heart...how abt him...how abt him..he says he won't cheat me...seriously..I DON"T BELIEVE....
cici says...how can others believe him if even his lover doesn't trust him?..li wen said he won't think too much anymore..everthing " shun qi zi ran"...all he will do is..wait for me...every man can say sweet words..but..which part is true??
i had a quarrel with my mom yesterday...i dont wanna speak to her..not even a word..i hate to speak now...i only wanna talk with cici and jean..because others won't understand~ dairy becomes my close frd...not this one...it's book~in my drawer..haha``
ai....love is a though thing to handle...especially long distance....right?...but i can't pull out myself from the feeling of that...that's a strange feeling...kinda adventurous...
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| i was very yu men at the very beginning, because li wen said to me the we can't have result...555....because i can';t stay in China, and he can't come over to Canada...and he said...he can;t do anything if he come to Canada...
but he said he will wait for me...and he still love me as before~
that's enough for me....all i need is to keep this love continue until the day....at least after i go back ...
I wanna find a kind of medicine, which can make my die slowly...then i can tell my mom that i can't live so long`~then i'll beg my mom to let me go...to be with the boy whom is my best love...i'll die after one year...then i can stay with him forever as i wish...
Life becomes so boring.....when i;m living without the one i love....the life is FUCKING depressed...why why why....why GOD always makes two lover hardly be together....why he makes them love each other...them are from different world...different living circumstance.....if I can't be with him....how can I let him know that I love him....how can i make the love to be continued.......how.....how...who can tell me how...... | | |
| si li wen ! chou li wen! wo xiang si ta le~~he goes to meet some netfrds today~~wawa~~~GIRLS!!heng !!
I so miss him~~i wanna hug him~bite him~kiss him~and and and and and~FUCK him!!! haha `````````( blush...) | | |
| boring boring boring boring ````fucking boring```~!!
li wen ye bu lai! heng !!!!!!
today i read a novel```a rich girl was chasing the boy, the boy doesn't have too much money~so that he couldn't give any promise to da girl``` he also loves the girl~but he hides his love!!(stupid~!)~Later the girl goes 2 another country~ when she's leaving~da boy says"bye. mei mei"~~of course the girl ia really depressed~he is her first love~
after her leaving~he finds out that he really loves her~~and wait her for 3 yrs~BUT~~the girl thinks that he never loved her so that she has an engagement with another guy~~~
5555555555```so sad~~stupid!~!~!~!~ stupid men!~heng ! men are stupid la!From any aspects~they are stupid!~~stupid!!! wo zhen xiang da ta liang quan! heng !! eventually~he hurts the girl and himself! heng !!!!!!!!!!!
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| finally ~i add my 1st entry```i didn't cute test today~the test says i am TOO cute, and always think too much...:( | | |
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~Criwan~
