| well today is going ok i guess. i'm still on and off sick but hopefully it won't be too stressful today and i can relax and have fun and stay up to chat with those i care about. |
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| feeling better but i have a headache. i showered, shaved and put my contacts back in. i still feel somewhat alone at times but i guess if its my fate to help those i can and end up alone then so be it. i have no regrets. i just wish i could do or say the right things to get the woman i love more than life itself but then if she is happy then i guess i won't bother her with it. oh well .... |
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| i feel sick. one of my eyes is watery and my nose is runny. i miss my friends too and i hope they are well... |
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| i keep thinking/feeling like its a saturday but i don't know why. maybe i'm just eager for a day off or maybe i'm just tired and lazy. who knows... |
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| well i'm ok i hope but i'm really fearful now since it seems i may have to have 4 root canals since the four corners of my mouth are sensitive and the medicine the dentist put on it doesn't help much... |
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