fuck man school is getting closer and closer by the day. and i'm scared to start school cause um.... vanessa is never gonna go erica might get home school and i'll write back later. ok i'm and yeah so then i'm gonna be left all alone and i don't have vicky cause she's gonna go with her smart friends because i don't know why and then i'm not gonna have anyone else well jennifer and angie but they will never go cause they will be ditching all the time so i'm gonna be a lonely and like a loner!!! i hope you guys don't do all this stuff to me. cause i'll cry and cry and cry forever and i'm good at that. so yeah. well anyways hey vanessa i told sergio already. and when he told me that his mom wants to move to vegas. i told him to move in with me or that we'll get our own apartment. and he said that ok we will. but i know that it's not gonna happen. and then i told him that i wanna go to a far college and he said that it doesn't matter what college i go to cause he's gonna go with me and i was like ok we'll be roommates. imagine that would be so cool. and then he said that when he gets his car he's gonna be picking me up everyday from school and everything and i was like cool ok. and then i told him that for his graduation i'm gonna be there and then i said even though you won't remember me but i'll still go and he's all like yeah i'm gonna rember and i'm gonna give a  speech and i'm gonna say "that the girl that i liked a lot when i was 16 is here and that i wanna tell her that i love her" and he was saying all this stuff and i was like wWOW u love me. and then he told me about the day that "i ran away" he told that what was wrong with me and i was like it's personal and he's like oh ok and then he said that you called him saying that if i'm with him and that why did he take me and that maybe we were getting married and that we didn't want you there to be the madrina and that you also said that if he did anything that you will kill him and all this other stuff and i was cracking up and then he told me not to tell but i already knew cause i was on the line but he doesn't know that. but don't tell him that i told you.and then he was like no 4reals where were you at and then he said oh no waite i 4got it's personal and i was like um ..... ok and that he was all worried and that everyone was worried and i told him that fuck did she have to call everyone and then he said well she was worried and stuff. so yeah and let me think what else we said to eachother we said a lot of stuff we were talking like for almost 3hours. oh oh oh and his cousin belen or velen or however you spell it does speak english cause i heard her. and his cousin grecia is fucken annoying. i just didn't say anything to him about that. so yeah. umm what else did we talk about. um i don't remember just call me and i'll tell you maybe by the time u read this i already told you cause you don't check it like all the time well i guess i'll go for now. bye my loves. i love you both a lot. oh my sister in law is pregnant vicky. i always thought i'd be the first one to get pregnant but guess not he maybe we can both be pregnant together hahaha i want a baby.

HEY WHATS UP VANESSA AND VICKY WELL HERE NOTHING MUCH JUST BORED WELL VANESSA SATURDAY WAS PREETY COOL. DID YOU LIKE IT? CAUSE I DID. ONLY ONE THEY DIDN'T TALK MUCH HE SAID THAT BECAUSE I IGNORED HIM AND THAT HE TRIED TALKING TO ME BUT THAT I WOULDN'T PAY ATTENTION TO HIM AND I WAS LIKE I DIDNT EVEN HERE YOU CALL ME AND HE WAS YEAH I WAS EVEN DANNY WAS MAKING FUN OF ME CAUSE YOU WEREN'T PAYING ATTENTION AND I WAS LIKE WELL I'M SORRY IT'S NOT THAT I IGNORED YOU IT'S THAT I DIDN'T HEAR YOU CALLING ME. SO YEAH I FEEL BAD HE THINKS I DID BUT I DIDN'T AND I TOLD HIM BUT NOOOO ALL HE SAYS IS "YOU AIN'T GOT TO LIE" SO YEAH HAHAHAHA REMEMBER THE "LOOK AT YOU NAILS"? THAT ONE WAS FUNNY HE WAS LIKE NO NO GUYS DO THAT TOO AND I JUST TURNED AROUND AND STARTED LAUGHING IT WAS FUNNY. FUCK MAN FOR MY COUSIN'S 15ANOS JOSEPH HAS TO PICK ME UP AND I WAS LIKE NO HE'S NOT GOING TO AND SKITTLES WAS LIKE SI TE PUEDE EL AND I WAS LIKE NO HE CAN'T BUT THEN I DIDN'T WANT TO BE MEAN SO I DID IT AND YEAH HE COULD CARRY ME I'M SURPRISED THAT HE CAN CAUSE I'M SO FUCKEN FAT!!! SO YEAH AND HE HAS TO SPIN ME LIKE THREE TIMES WHILE HE WALKS FORWARD TO ANOTHER SPOT AND THEN HE PUTS ME DOWN AND WE START DANCING AGAIN. SO YEAH HEY VANESSA ARE YOU GONNA GO TO HER PARTY? I'M TALKING ABOUT MY COUSIN'S. YOU'RE INVITED TOO VICKY. SHE SAID THAT IT'S GONNA BE BY THE LAX SO YEAH I'M GONNA INVITE SERGIO AND HIS FAMILY TOO BUT I DON'T THINK THAT THEY ARE GONNA GO. IT'S ON OCTOBER 23. SO DON'T MAKE PLANS FOR THAT DAY YOU GUYS. I'M GONNA BE ALL NERVOUS WHEN WE DO THE DANCE CAUSE WHAT IF I MESS UP OR SOMETHING. AND ALSO FOR THE SURPRISE DANCE WE ARE DANCING THE SONG FROM DIRTY DANCING. THE FIRST DIRTY DANCING NOT THE SECOND ONE SO YEAH I HOPE YOU GUYS DO GO. AND THEN THEY WANNA MAKE PRACTICE ON SUNDAYS AT 8AM SO WE CAN PRACTICE LONGER CAUSE WE ONLY HAVE LIKE 6-7 WEEKS SO THAT ONLY 6 OR 7 PRACTICES AND IT'S NOT ENOUGH TIME CAUSE THE SONG IS 9MINS LONG AND WE ONLY HAVE LIKE UMM I'M GUESSING 3MINS. WELL I GOT TO GO TO LAZY TO KEEP WRITTING.