Maybe I'm just having a rough day, but I am just so sick of the way things are going right now in regards to work. I hate dropping my son off in the morning every day, picking him up and only getting to spend 2 hours with him until he goes to bed. All to work a job I don't like and don't want, but need just the same. I know I should feel better b/c I'm just doing what I can to help take care of my family but it sucks. Not to mention I get even less time with my husband. I have a part-time job that I'm supposed to be able to work when I want to, but it hasn't been making me any money. I need to devote more time and energy into it for it to pay off. Only with what time and what's that energy word again? I don't think I remember what that means. And there is no way I'm going to get a baby-sitter to go to work on Saturdays when Sat and Sun are the days I get with my son and my husband. Forget it. I can't give up any more time with them. What I'm missing now is already tearing me up. There just has to be another way. I've got to find something else to fix this whole mess. That's what it seems like -- a mess. Don't get me wrong-- I'm happy with my husband and son. It just seems like I'm selling them short and myself too. I need a way out. A way to make things better for us. I just don' t know what that is. But I hope God shows me soon. Have I said before that I hate my job? A lot of people probably do, but does it really have to be that way? Do I really have to sacrifice so much of my family for something I can't stand?