Currently Listening Within the Realm of a Dying Sun By Dead Can Dance see related

Last Light of a Dieing Sun

The secrect sects,
in introspect,
warned me before
of your imminent death
this very day.

My breath
clings in the air
like my last look at you.

Tonight
I mourn for you
knowing
that tomorrow
you start a new.

Rush to me,
my young lover
Bring my night
back to day.

Teach me now
in this chilled late

how I can remember

how I can live

how I can wait

until
the new day breaks

Kailichi (c) 2005

Its been over a week since I've been to Xanga...for anything, and I've really missed it. I've got to get myself back in the habit of writing on here. I think that its really helped a lot in learning about myself.

Hrmm...I need to write a poem about chaste love huh? It seems that I've been tagged a couple of times over. I'm not much in the poetry department, and I've only made it through a verse or so...

Thin veiled lines...

Beneath my velvet curtain,
my pulse quickens at the thought of you.
Racing thoughts inside my head
Will my quivering voice betray me?

A doeful glance
A blush
A smile

My fingers tie themselves in knots
to keep from touching you.
Beneath my velvet curtain,
my soul lies in wait.

Like I said I'm not much in the poetry department, or creative writing in general. Be kind, but be honest when you give me feedback

Currently Reading The Great Hunt (The Wheel of Time, Book 2) By Robert Jordan see related

Dreamscapes, the lay of the land in the "sleeping" world; an intangible reality for the senses.

One of my specialties in this life is the interpretation of dreams, and the meaning of those dreams on our waking life. I love to hear dreams, and interpret them when I can. I love to share my dreams, to gain further insight into myself. I hope that this journal will be a place where I can not only record my dreams, but hear those of others, and to help them with their meaning.

To wet your appetite, I suppose I should start off this blog with a bit about myself. I'm married, 28, and like my information says, just trying to find my way through life.

In school, I studied Psychology and Sociology. Both of these courses of study are to me the proverbial straw on the camel's back that have made me such a seeker of life. Psych and Soci have both taught me to stand outside of the "norm", question, and study the situaiton before applying myself. My character has been shaped from early adulthood because of these courses. My emphasis in Psychology was in Archetypal and Humanist traditions, while my Sociology pushed me in the area of Anthropology and micro-cosmic studies. I hope to, in the future, apply both of these fields in the area of Forensics, or Psychological Anthro, if I can ever get the time and motivation to get my rear back in school.

A lot has changed for me since I've started down my path. I've moved from my adolescent roots of Christianity, and found that there is more to the world around me. I am now a practicing anamist with the realization that nature, and natural law, is the framework of all things. There is no true good, there is no pure evil. As one of my favorite bands (+LIVE+) puts it so eloquently, I have learned to find the "Beauty of Grey" in the world around me. Though I am an anamist by nature, I do have conventional "gods" and "goddesses" that I worship and feel protect me. I am currently seeking training in the ways of the Shamanic path, as I feel that this is my true calling in life.

Enough about me for now I suppose. If I haven't frightened you off, feel free to check back for updates about me, my life, my path, and my Dreamscapes.