long time no blog

So yea it has officially been...

for ever

I haven't really been able to keep up

lately in fact I have barely even gotten on my

myspace

 I hardley ever get on my facebook

I had the flu a couple of days

ago

so that was interesting

yea right now I am up here watching the kids at aunt jens

I love them so much

so I guess I am going to get off here and

well watch them

in fact

I think we are going to watch a movie which is

always exciting =)

-alexis-

Maybe I'm just crazy, but I want a boy
who will buy me daisies,
just because it's Tuesday...

Heaven's not a place you go when you die.
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive.

school yulp

ok so it has been forever

I know that...and I am sorry

but I mean c'mon

its summer I can't always keep up with

everything not to mention I have been keeping up with my e-mail

a lot better ya know

I have also got my computer fixed..

completely no virus

no nothing completely fixed yay!

I am thinking I need to redo the site...yulp

well I also do a lot of myspacing and facebook

so I mean its hard to do everything

but I am doing good ya know...school is only 6 days away

I am kind of excited kind of not

not really sure

I mean I am going to miss getting up late and being able

to just get on the computer and do nothing all day ya know......

but atleast I have all my honors english 2 books read

and all the information written down that I need to know...all of it is taken care of

got my schedule friday

yay

I got all my classes

except for one which is got changed I am pretty sure at least

hoping....

I went up to my aunts and uncles this weekend

it was fun...

my schedule is as following:

1st semester

1. Hon. Eng II*   K. Scalf

2. French II C. Weinfurtner

3. AP European History L. Evans

4. Hon. World Civ* L. Evans

5. Chemistry I  K. Blankenship

6. Chemistry I  K. Blankenship

7. Peer Tutoring

8. Hon. Alg II *  P. Brickey

2nd semester

Everything is the same except for 5th&6th

They become Hon. Biology I* A. Fulmer

can't wait sounds interesting right!

lol

l8r

heart you all

=)

much more to talk about so little time

haven't updated in forever.

.possibly because  I have been trying to keep up with

both myspace and xanga...not to mention facebook..

.and msn spaces..and live journal..and my e-mails..and ub...

I am a very busy lady..but other than that...I am trying to just chill.

.my summer has been hecktic and school isn't that far away

..which is a rush cuz I still have one book to finish for honors english 2..I am

taking all honors this year I believe it is going to be a tough one that is for sure...

aggh...I am getting ready to go to wal-mart and look at some pretty nifty stuff...my

birthday is coming up soon

 so I hope I get a lap top like I wanted ne ways right now

 I am think I am going to bounce off here and finish uploading photos

 so I can fix my computer..yay!

-alexis

No longer the friend that just tags a long

the sweetest sound of all
is that of your own name
spoken by the only boy
you care about........ <3

she said what?!
   ..          that whore

Finally

no longer single

and yes I am totally and  definately

 am the author of my life.. unfortunetly i`m writing in pen and can`t erase my m i s t a k e s ...

if you`re not perfect..dont EXPECT other people to be

serious...

can you not tell

how excited I am

if you cant

well you have

some problems..

eekk!!!..

welp thats all for now

too excited to settle down and write

ne more I will

update soon

Promise!

CHERiSH --» your yesterdayss
   DREAM --» your tomorrowss
    LiVE --» your todayss.

& it just happened.

no discussion needed.
we just both knew that
very moment we wanted
to be together <333

Too..long

Well I am not playing any sports at the moment

volleyball doesn't start back until

sometime in july...

Don`t ever lose yourself in someone
cause when you lose them, you`re going to
be lost when you need yourself the most

Still single of course

hating it as usual

and still have no clue where to look

After he left her in the car, she cried for a very long time.
It wasn't sadness, exactly. It was more like tears of acceptance.  She knew that she couldn't make him love her the way she  needed to be loved. She couldn't make him feel the things he didn't

I felt something catch in my throat, a sudden urge
of sadness. It caught me unaware, almost taking my breath away.
that was the thing; you never get used to it,
the idea of something being gone.
Just when you think it's reconciled and accepted,
someone points it out to you and it just hits you all over again.

I was getting close to

dating someone before

but as usual they ending up screwing me over

why can't guys just stop being

DICKS!

Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you know
take everything you dream of
and never let it go.

Maybe some friendships aren't meant
to be saved. Maybe we're meant to spend
a certain part of our lives with certain
people and then move on.

answer:

just because they don't want to

its so hard and I hate being lonely

any ideas?

-alexis-

I flip open my cellphone & stare at the keypad.
I want to hear his voice so badly, to be connected to him,
to ask him why and how & what I can do to make it better.
But you can't force someone to love you.

Can you not see how much you hurt me?
I gave you my heart and you threw it on the floor, spit,
and stomped on it. But you know what?
I always will come back for more.
No matter what you say or do to me.
You will always and forever be my first love.
I will never forget you