discovered adoral (sp?).. I love it!! not 1 craving all day long, tons of energy, easier to consentrate, and I get a better buzz at night. AMAZING!!!!

And this new guy (who is completely infatuated with me and I'm not trying to sound snobby) gives them to me..

This new guy... ballet dancer who just got back from a dance school in Europe. Great great guy, hopleless romantic. Emphasis on the Hopeless. We've known each other 3 days and he thinks he's in love with me.. Ah! He's a great great great guy.. cute too.. and well, I love talking with him (he's practicly the male form of myself) but for some reason, I don't find him sexually attractive and I just can't get over that!!!! Am I that vain?!?! I feel trapped. I hate fluffy lovey dovey smushy gushy shit, and this guy is the epitomy of all that combined!! But I don't want to kick him to the curb cause he's like mr. perferct. or I know he should be.

crap I need counseling.. oh well, off to class. And oh ya!..

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