Hey. I got a new xanga. One to keep more track of the pregnancy and stuff.

Things are going slow but great. We got her room all finished. I love it. I think I go in there every day after school just wishing she'd be here already. I'm just now starting to show and I love it!! I wanted to be really big but I'm not.. Oh well that's what you get for having a small frame. I've gained around 10 pounds though.. which is good I need to gain more tho to have a "healthy" pregnancy.

I go to the doctors tommorow for another check up and another sonogram. I'll probably be able to see her better this time which I'm really happy about cause last time the pictures weren't so good.

We are planning to have a baby shower when I get about 7 1/2 to 8 months tho. For some reason that seems like for fucking forever.

I decided on a few names for right now..
Girl:: Hayden Kristine
Chloe Nicole
&& Just incase we have a surprise and it ends up being a boy I picked out
Boy:: Braden Lee or Corin Braden

so yeah. Those are my names. Not perfect but I like them.

Me & Joshiah are offically back together. We talked everything out and after being together for 2 and a half years it only seems perfect to be together again. He's perfect. We're perfect and we are going to start our family. His mom and dad bought us this really cute apartment that they are renavating and we get to move into in about 5 months. Which is around good timing and since Joshiah is 19 there are a lot of legal rights involved but if we get married then everything is in the clear.. So yeah we've actually talked to a few people and stuff and gotten things worked out. I'll be 17 in no time.

Well I'm off to bed. My baby is staying the night with me tonight which is good I've been having really bad early contractions. That's why I'm going to the doctor. But my baby is taking very good care of me.

My mom bought me this really cute baby outfit today. Well not for me but the baby of course. She's starting to get use to the fact she's going to be a grandma. And now she loves it. She's planning the Baby Shower and everything. My Dad is starting to get more involved even tho my step sister got pregnant around the same time as me so they are dealing with her right now. She's around 5 weeks though. Different from 6 months. haha.

Goodnight ladies

<3 Cecilia