Hiiiiiiiii xanga. I miss you. I love writing in you because no one reads you so I can say nasty things on my mind :D
Today I hate people. Many people. People in general. I pity people. The population of the world disgusts me. Doesn't it gross you out? Especially Americans. Fat, lazy Americans, God our country sickens me. The people I go to school with fucking suck. They can pretty much go suck a fuck -__-V
I feel that I have shitty friends. Shitty friends that don't give a shit about me. Shit shit shitjfskgljdshitake mushrooms o_o I think the world is full of liars. I don't trust people at all. Not even my friends. Maybe three of you? Honestly? I'm as honest as I can be because I know how much it pisses me off when I know or find out someone has lied to me. However sometimes you just don't care anymore. Sometimes, you just hate everyone so much that you feel like you can never tell anyone the truth ever again. I don't trust my parents especially. I tell them stupid stories about mountain trolls falling in love with mushrooms >_> It seems everytime I let my parents in they push my friends out of my life. Which isn't a bad thing. Personaly they push all the right people out for all the right reasons! Smart parents :D I just don't like when they do it. Because it's not their choice who I see... it's my choice. I'm wise enough to see the people I want to. I have different leveled relationships with everyone. It's not up to my parents to judge that. & then again, I'm a control freak? So having people I like or not thrown out of my life ruins my dictatorship D:< Fuckkkkkkkkkkk.
I love my cat, Ninja most & Ana's my Shoopuff =__= So I'd pretty much die if they left me. I don't want Ana to move to C.A. x_x I'll go with her & bug her & Scott for the rest of their lives. I'll just take Ninja with me & when he dies I'll kill myself.
I'm eating chili now & I start to wonder why. Because I was a veggie head for a year & a half. I love the animals ;__; So why am I munching beeeeeferz? ::eats chili:: T__T I don't buy leather though. Maybe I should become an Indian & pray to the Cow Gods for eating their bebes. Moo moo Kamisama~ Haihaihaihai :O ::eats chili:: I want spicey curi powder like in FLCL.
But let's make a list of things that bother Lauren:
Someone in her life is lazy
Someone in her life doesn't love her the mostest
Someone in her life is mega whiney & sensitive
Someone's mom has a distaste for me (she's a cracked out, jobless, burnout whore =__= the friggin end -__-V..)
Someone shaved off half of my armhair (but that was funny ^^)
Everyone's in love & the select few who aren't want to be... wtf... I'll write a friggen paragraph about this later >_>;;
wtf@people? diediediedie
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