Lord,

I have so much going through my head. Not really anything I feel like posting on my xanga. Just please forgive me and give me the strength to not fall into temptation..that seems to be what I struggle with the most. For some reason I always seem to mess up..big time.

Well you guys I haven't updated in a while, but I've been seeing myself seperating from God, and I hate that! So i figured I try and write more, and maybe it will help me stay on track...

hmm., lets see..I had an awesome bible study lesson today. We did a skit. There was a branch who wanted to bare fruit, but couldn't. And she found the prettest most fruitful bush, and still couldn't. Then the gardener told her about a vine. and when she put herself into the vine she produced fruit...the whole point of that is, We can try to do things on out own or with friends, but we might not succeed, but if you give it all to God, like when the branch was with the vine, you will become fruitful. God is the only thing we can ALWAYS depend on. Sure, friends and family and boy/girl friends are there to help you, but God is the only one who can really give you want you want. So you guys...go to GOD! he is amazing and is ALWAYS there for you. He is never gunna turn his back on you guys!

okay, well thats all for today!! *mwah*

hey. just wanted to say I'm still here if anyone needs to talk. Wether you want to ask something or just share a story about how God's affected your life. I'd love to hear from someone. LOL

In Him,

*ashley*

First, i got Premium!!! that's awesome.

Matthew's uncle died last night. I feel really bad and I'm not sure what to do. I've kind of been frusterated with him over the past few days, but I really care about him. Please pray for him and his family and just ask God to watch over him and help them through this hard time.

Also, pray for Lauren. She is so sweet and a really good kid, but lately things have been hard for her. Her family got a new kid ((long story)) and this little girl is driving her crazy.

John 7:38 --Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him

John 8:12 --When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in the darkness, but will have the light of life"

John 8:24 --"I told you that you would die in your sins; if you do not beleive that I am the one I claim to be, you will indeed die in your sins"

John 8:34 -- Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. ((John 8:36))  "so if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed"

Dear God,

My boyfriend Matt's uncle is in the hospital. He's been sick for a while and his organs are starting to fail. He went into a coma today and the doctors say he won't make it...Just please help Matthew and his family through this. I can't even imagine how losing someone you love can feel. Just wath over them Lord and help them cope with this.

Hey guys...yeah so ^ that sucks. I dont know what to say or how he feels. He said he'll be okay, but I don't know if he will. I don't know how close they we're or anything like that. I just know, no matter how close or not close I am to a family member, its going to be hard losing them. Can y'all please keep him in you prayers? Thanks so much...