ok i made a new xanga.......hehe..its little_tolhurst...everyone needs to subscribe to it....tankyou

ok so this weekend is going to be ok..it wont be bad but it will be sad...it wont be bad because i am going to hang out with anna, but it will be sad because tom will be away all weekend....but its ok because i left him last weekend so its only fair.....life has been awsome...well besides work...work...oh how i dread that word...but its not the working part that i dread, its the people who i work with...o now i am most definitely finding a new job......ug....hehe maybe ill go to Qudoba!!!! hehe that would be funny....

so our new puppy is a pain in the behind...but she is soooo adorable, its like you want o hold her all day long and never let her go...she is so precious..

ok im done now because i need my sleep otherwise i wont get up in the morning.....uggg.....anyway...love ya

more about last weekend.....ok so ive had a spiritual uplifting...does that make sence?...anyway, thanks to greg speck, i have reexamined my life and i am changeing some things....ok so i have officially stopped swearing..oh GANORTINFORTS.....yes and i am trying to stay positive, also i am not giving in to the not so nice looks that i get at school when i dont look like everyone else...last weekend i have realized that i worry to much about what people think of me...and I DO CARE what they think but im nolonger going to let it get at me. im so glad that i was able to go because i probably wouldnt be happy right now....i wouldnt be happy becasue i wouldnt have been reaquanted with god and i wouldnt have realized that im beautiful nomatter what i think....yeah so thata a little iof how the retreat was amazing...but now i shall leave and do other things....love ya

bye

A - Age you got your first kiss: 17

B - Band listening to right now: none

C - Crush: Tom

D - Dad's name: which one?..real dad...Ed and step...Brett

E - Easiest person to talk to:  Anna

F - Favorite book: Hm... the Bible? I duno. haha

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears? both

H - Hometown: Grandville

I - Instruments: none

J- Junior High: grandville middle school

K - Kids: girl then a boy.

L - Longest car ride ever: to missouri tio see my bro

M - Mom's name: shelly

N - Nicknames:stef-ann, shorty, stupid(tara), tolhurst, cookie

O - One wish: that i couldhave a thousand more wishes

P - Phobia[s]: dont have any.

Q - Quote: when god throws a curve ball dont duck or you just migth miss something 

R - Reason to smile: i sometimes dont have one but now i ALWAYS do

S - Song last sang: Take me away by barlow girls

T - Time woken up [today]: 8:50

U - Unknown fact about me: I once had pin worm when i was around 13 (i think)

V - Vegetable you hate: .tomatoes

W - Worst habit(s):  picking at my face

X-rays: yesterday on my back

Y - Yummy food: fruit