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| Just close your eyes and I'll kiss u like theres no tomorrow, If I dont make your heart skip a beat then hate me. If I dont make u feel anything then it's me. I just want you to feel beautiful for once in your life. I know I wasn't there with u for all the bad times girl but I think the reason for that is that I'm here for all the good times. | | |
| As we come to the end of 2005 a year that I will most certainly miss I would just like to look back at the things that affected me and the world. I graduated and started college this year. I've said good bye to many close and have said nice to meet you to many more. This was the year that I knew where my life should be taken which is to the stars and beyond. I havent really had heart break just a few dissapointments along the way but I'm ending the year on a high note with my girlfriend Kristian. I have mourned for lost loved ones just the world with the pope and richard prior, the people in london, the ones still dieing in africa, those involved in the hurricane and the Tsaumi (cant spell). I've lost a cousin, a friend, a old mentor, and a uncle. I will never forget where and what I was doing at those moments. We are still at war in Iraq and with ourselves I believe there great things being done there not just the bad that the media shows. Our country is try to fight tyranny and oppresion like we also did in our own revolution. I do not believe in the man that sent us into this war but I do believe in the reasons. The country is being runned by a not so smart man with good intentions. I left the Mavericks this year with memories that I'll never forget it's great to be a part of somethin very much bigger than u. This is the year that I said goodbye to commitment and hello to the single life even though I'm ending it on a different note. 2005 has been the best of my life and I couldn't say that without my family and friends. It was a year of endings and new beginnings, a year of sadness and joy, death and new life, war rages on but our love for ourselves and others will always prevail, growing up but knowing that your still not in charge, and for the world just another year but I'm hopping that that's wrong. That instead of another year for this planet it would be a year of progress for one world of one race and no I don't mean color I mean the human race. Because we are in a new time of technology and knowledge but without working and loving each other all that this world has acheived will be for nothing. Thanks for reading this have fun be safe and enjoy bringing in the new year. Crip Out | | |
| Hmm thought this would be a interesting. I had my first surgery at two weeks I spoke at 9 months or a year old, I first started walking three, had my first gf at 4 Ashley Arnold (R.I.P Mrs. Arnold). Broke 6 braces by 11, The first girl I kissed was Amanda Corsen on her couch on valentine's day when I was 13. I remember what I got her. I was probally terrible probally still am. I dont know where Amanda is right now I think she's married. Smoked my first J at 14 never really liked the shit. The first time I thought I knew what love was with Kristina Gilmore I was 14 she was also the first girl that cheated on me. It was with my best friend I think she's a lesbian now no really I think she's a dyke now,and I still remember her birthday Jan 5th. The first time I got to second and third base was on the same night 2nd on one girl and third with another crazy ass shit. Not gonna let those names out get enough shit over it already but that was the end of my sophomore year. I finally lost my big V on valentines day four years after my first kiss with this girl I never seen before or after that night Veronica Clark I was plastered but didn't really care I was tired of looking for the right person to give it to. I remember the shirt she was wearing we talked a little bit after on the phone but then I lost the number oh well shit happens I was 17. My first real crush was on Emily Owens there's quite a few things I would say to her if I had the chance but don't even know where she is man I miss her. The first real relationship I had was my senior year with Blaire Rogers I love you to death babe but it just couldnt work right now maybe our paths will cross at a better time in the future. | | |
| I've never admitted to it but I believe I have the greatest life on earth. I have the best family and friends which r just as good as family. Kendrick, Treena, Justin, Big D, Blaire, Kayla, Britney, Hillary (even), Jonah, Doodie, Maddie, Ed, Dustin, Chase, Lauren, Braden, and all of those I didn't say or I haven't met yet. I just wanted to say thanks for all the great times to now and the future and I know someday I'll be where I wan't to be in life with everything I'd ever want and know I could done any of it without you guys having my back every step. Not ever really like this and some of you might not think I think even twice about hillary for instance but I love all you guys like you were family. No perticular reason for this just wanted there to be written evidence that I give a dam and I do. I know God put me here for a reason and I think it's for a lot of reasons not sure of all of them right now but I know that I wouldnt be able to do any of it without you guys so I just wanted to say thanks. Crip out | | |
| I just wanna be on my own
In a place all alone
Cause all i think about
Are all the times you made me shout
And made me let go
Even through all the things I'll miss
Even when we had our first kiss
I'll remember them just as the times before
You made me your little whore
Until I let go
I dont love you anymore......... Bitch | | |
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