People ask me why it's so hard to trust people, and
I ask them why it's so hard to keep a promise.

Why do ppl become my friend or think they r ,... when if i dont lift a hand in that relations ship it all ends.. meaning that i keep the relationship strong and not the other person who says we r who we r ... thats just lame ... why cant u grow up and take some part in ur reltaionships that u so call have ..cuz im tired of waiting  for that call .. i cant make it cuz i dont know where u r ???? < not trying to be mean >

we`re not perfect. we laugh too hard, we're
way too loud, & we make complete fools of
ourselves, but doing it together is what makes
us best friends forever.  < Jeannette And I >

i miss the way we used to me

i miss the free time we used to share

i missed the day when you cared

i miss the way we used to laugh

 i miss the days we used to fight

i miss the way you used to stare

i miss the ways you touched my hair

i miss the time we had to share

 i miss the ways you made me stay

i miss the talkes we used to have ..

i miss thos days we used to chat

i wish we had more time in life

i wish we were still together in that fight ....

i wish  they wouldnt have stared

i wish  they would have let us be ..

i miss the way we used to be

<3 Steph

Currently Reading Sinfully Sweet : Wickedly Delicious\Constant Craving\Simply Scrumptious (Blaze) By Janelle Denison, Jacquie D'Alessandro, Kate Hoffmann see related

wow i didnt figure out most of those quotes from my last update were for my work .. so much can happen at my job .. .....love it and hate it at the same time .... <Angelo , Anthony,  Alan ., David. > boys from my job got to love them ...

Currently Listening In My Own Words By Ne-Yo see related

- So Sick Remix

Just things that I have been experiencing and instead of writing them out here are some quotes and well ya basically saying about my life right now ... : if you dont understand then you shouldnt b reading this cuz u just dont understand me ...

i can`t get you out of my head
i don`t care what is written in your history
as long as you`re here with me

Currently Listening One Wish By Ray J see related

bored out of my mind waiting for my other class to start ... 9:35 A.M.
just thinking about stuff i wanna do but dont know when to actually plan to do them ...

1. go paintballing
2. go camping .. miss it ...
3. go to the movies
4. maybe get my nails done ????
5. go see my old friends ...
6. plan to hang out with my new friends when i dont even see them around no more ...
7. go for the guy .. but to shy ..
8. smoke ??? hang out
9. do get high and watch american pie band camp .. with the guy  or with my guy friends that i had and have a good time laughing my ass off or with someone i know from my old school and just to know them and just do silly stuff and take all my worries away from me ...

i dont know i just need somthing to do or happen to me to change my mood lately it changes from happy to shy to just lonely .... well besides havin february here and me with no one i hate V- day for that it sucks ass ... even tho i dont care that much i do just a lil ...

no more thinking for myself right now goingto make my self feel down not good ...
bye for now steph<3