Currently Listening Queen of the Damned By Various Artists Forsaken see related

YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT...CORRECTION SOME GUYS JUST DON'T GET IT!!!!

So this guy, that I used to like had this horrible injury snowboarding in which he fractured his spleen and had to go to the hospital for a week and had it removed...I know pretty damn dramatic; now this is the same guy who I was whining about for breaking my heart now this happens to him and I'm thinking,  Wow I have to go see him right? well I figured, if I were this guy and a girl came to visit me and kept me company as many times as she could, and in fact came to see me the moment she found out I should be MAJORLY thankful right?  WRONG, he comes back to school and first thing he does is ignore me!! what an ass!!! I mean not even thank you or anything, now he doesn't even get it.

Why is it that no matter how much you try to show your affection for a guy he still doesn't realize anything! Guys are so stupid...

worst thing is that I feel even stupider because I actually cared. I mean I'm not going to be a total bitch about it and not care but I think I shouldn't have cared so much if after all he is still the same idiot who doesn't even give a shit about me!!!

But enough about that I'm like totally inspired right now to write more on my book  cuz I'm listening to The Noose by A Perfect Circle  and it totally makes me think of my book so I'm going to chillax and not think about guys and just drown my self into the world I created in words!!

"...recall the deeds as if they were, some one else's atrocious stories, now you stand reborn before us all, so glad to see you well, and not to pull your halo down around your neck and tug you to the ground, but i'm' more than just a little curious, how your planing to go about making your amends to the dead... with your halo slipping down to choke you now."

~Maynard's words are total inspiration!!~

Currently Listening Ten Thousand Fists By Disturbed Sons of Plunder see related

Women who i think are babes!!!

...and none of them compare

Currently Listening Ten Thousand Fists By Disturbed see related

Yes my dad is a saint!!!  I love him so much  first of all he bought me the new Disturbed CD ^^^ (Really good I must say) and he got me these awesome speakers for my iPod!!!

... Gotta love him he spoils me so so so much! And get this it was only $99.99 and has an alarm clock and radio on top of the speakers I love BestBuy my mom got me the Labyrinth movie cuz I LOVE DAVID BOWIE  and the Mr. & Mrs. Smith movie but we don't get to watch it until this weekend bummer.

so today was weird.... lately I've been feeling' kinda sick for some reason, I've been so sleepy lately and if I'm not almost drueling in the middle of class, I have a horrible headache I hate it.

Then this morning after my first class of the day my ex-best friend Hope came up to me and gave me a Christmas card and a stuffed animal...now get this she and I haven spoken to each other, (and I'm happy about it) for like 2 years but all the sudden she is acting like my best friend again...well I've moved on with my life. she and I stopped being friends for two reasons 1.) she is a complete liar...98% of everything she said is a lie and I'm sick of it 2.) Though she can me sweet and a cod friend she is a total backstebber, any guy I've liked she's gone after and lied about it and any friend I've had she has turn against me..or at least tried. well I hope she's not expecting me to get her something cuz I so won't.

Finally I'm lovin the fact that I don't like ANYONE at all.  I love it it feels so free and out of stress.  unfortunately that is not my life at all. still school is a bitch and art class is harder than ever...but I'll pull thorough... I always manage to. well leave lots comments ya'll

Currently Listening The Sickness By Disturbed Shout 2000 see related

Man oh man I'm so so so stressed out dude. I have so much shit to do and so little time it sucks....I missed a day of school and now I have to make up 2 tests. Also my art class is overloading me with shit... I have to draw one journal entry everyday...I'm supposed to have 6 by now...I have 4. I hate it. I also have a human anatomy project lets just say I should have been done last Friday...Then they told us we have an independent project to do...a big independent project...I picked Character Design it's such a cool project, I have to create a character and a background story for him...hell yea I love that...I do that all the time anyways. so my character...so far... is a worrier angel named Alexander and he kicks ass!!! I can't wait to get started I already have a background story and now I have to draw him...that means getting Sebastien to pose for me since that is who inspired me for this character...well can't wait this project should be lots of fun...I'll keep you posted on what happens and maybe post up my finished work!!!

Enjoy these cool new pics I found!!