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Friday, July 04, 2008

Hello World

Can you hear me?

I feel very far


Sunday, May 20, 2007

O ME! O LIFE!

O me! O life! of the questions of these recurring,

Of the endless trains of the faithless, of cities fill'd with the foolish,

Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I, and who more faithless?)

Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the struggle ever renew'd,

Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see around me,

Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me intertwined,

The question, O me! so sad, recurring - What good amid these, O me, O life?


Wednesday, April 11, 2007

a half admission to truth

so let me preface this entry with i just had 6 drinks in a row...

it's an honest conversation when guys can get together and share stories they would otherwise keep to themselves.

i just got back from downing some beers with a couple coworkers at the hotel bar, and we talked about everything from manhood to relationships to faith.  Though we are distant in our upbringings, values, and faith, it's refreshing to be able to talk about things with such candor without having to constraint ourselves to certain images that is our wish to fulfill.  I believe this is the way to find revelations about ourselves, to let our inner selves spill.

I have been very reckless over the past few months, a bit off balanced.  A good friend of mine said it perfect this past weekend:  I am between goals.  I've recently gotten the nod from my top choice of business school (i'll be in boston this fall) and now i am supposed to - as phrased in business - ride the cash cow for a while.  But yet, I find myself a stranger to this phase.  It's been awhile since i've been without a goal.  I know ultimately i have a vision of where i want to end up, but in the short medium i am without a near target.  It is clearer than ever to me how important it is in life to always have proper goals and incentives. 

6.5 weeks and counting, I want to finish my employment with the wind on my back.  God give me the strength. 


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

i woke up underslept and overly groggy this morning and had a strange urge to wake up a part of me that i've lost touch with for some years.  So i turned to google and here's what my search returned to me:

I am the terror that flaps in the night,

I am the onions that stink in your eyes
I am the switch that derails your train
I am the jailor who throws away the keys

I am the surprise in your cereal box 
I am the chill that runs up your spine
I am the winged scourge that pecks at your nightmare

I am the smoke that smokes smoked oysters.

I am the low point on your sine wave.

I am the grade curves that gives you an "F"

I am the fast food that comes back to haunt you
I am the water balloon that lands right on your head
I am the plot twist in the second reel

I am the meter on the cab of justice 
I am the flea you cannot flick

I am the cholesterol that clogs your arteries
I am the slug that slimes your beggonias
I am the editor that leaves you on the cutting room floor
I am the clock cleaner who will ring your chime
I am the hero that every culture in every world needs
I am the bubble gum that clings to your shoe
I am the wrong number that wakes you at 3 am
I am the rhinestone on a jumpsuit of justice 
I am the stain that can't be rubbed out 
I am the batteries that aren't included
I am the moth that seeks your porchlight
I am the blown fuse that blacks you out
I am the ham radio operator that scrambles your reception
I am the burned out blub you cannot reach
I am the ten dollars service charge on all returned checks
I am the widget missing from the easy to assemble swingset
I am the ingrown toenail on the foot of crime 
I am the zit that forms when you got a really big date
I am the itch you cannot reach
I am the repairman who tells you your warranty has run out
I am the weirdo that sits next to you on the bus
I am the ingrown toenail in "paddy pumps?"
I am the fingernail that scraps the chalkboard of your soul
I am the spinach that sticks to your teeth
I am the weed wacker in the garden of evil
I am the check that overdraws your account
I am the pebble in the shoe of ignominy

I am the pencil that breaks from signing too many autographs

I am the single career man all women want to date

 

I am ____ ____

 

I hope these phrases bring a burst of joy to your life as they did mine this morning.  And if you don't can't fill in the blank, SHAME ON YOU!

 


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Cornell CLOSES!

WTF, this is bullsh*t.  What has the world come to when the University actually concedes to mother nature.  In my 4 years there was not one closing, it's a myth just like unicorns.  Cornell is getting soft...

 

from the Cornell Daily Sun (www.cornellsun.com)

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