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Name: Jake
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Birthday: 10/20/1980
Gender: Male


Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 6/25/2001

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Thursday, July 04, 2002

Happy 4th!

^_^


Friday, June 28, 2002

Wow... it's been almost exactly a year since I last posted.

I guess I didn't have to worry too much about getting addicted, eh?

And now I'm here at Jax's house and he was posting so I decided to update...

I'm back to teaching summer school again this summer. It should be great fun... Hopefully this year I won't get all the crap from parents bitching about having a gay teacher. Hopefully.

This year I'm not teaching the normal summer school for the kids who failed the first time around.

This year, I'm teaching deaf kids who are in summer school because they want to learn more. So I can put the sign language I've been learning since my... little... *ahem*... accident... that turned me into a near-mute... to good use.

In the first place, this will be good because I won't be teaching a bunch of kids who don't want to be there; in the second place, half of the kids won't have relatives who went to high school with me like the kids I was teaching last summer, so they won't know I'm gay (as long as I manage to keep the flaming behavior under control!); and in the third place, even if they do find out, deaf families- actually, most people with disabilities, as I've been discovering since I became a member of that community- tend to be more accepting.

So I think I'll have a much better time this summer than I did last summer.

Teaching-wise, at any rate. Last summer's experience was so discouraging it almost made me not want to be a teacher anymore.

Almost. I don't think anything could really accomplish that, though.

So, from that point of view, this summer will be better.
But in other respects...

I miss Topher! Who I spent all last summer with... the only boyfriend I've had who I've truly been in love with. And I screwed it up. Of course.

So in that sense, this summer can't compare...


Friday, June 29, 2001

I took the day off today and just relaxed with Topher. I felt kinda guilty about it at first but it's been so draining... I love teaching but being constantly harrassed gets tiring. And I can't even try to help the kids more without being accused of having ulterior motives... it hampers being able to be a good teacher a little when you can't give extra help to the students who need it without having people claim you're molesting them.

Oh well. At least it gave me an excuse to pretend to be sick today. I'm glad I did, I feel a lot better and a lot less drained and a lot more ready to teach well again. I had a lot of fun ^_^


Thursday, June 28, 2001

Well, it appears this "No Xanga addiction" thing has already gone right out the window. Three o'clock in the morning and look where I am! I will once again blame this on Topher. I fell asleep while I was working and then I woke up and saw him... so at first he was too much to resist- so how did I end up with Xanga instead of him? Xanga can't even keep me warm at night...

IwillnotgetaddictedIwillnotgetaddictedIwillnotgetaddicted...


Tuesday, June 26, 2001

I'm awful... I have to get back to teaching class after I finish lunch and I have a lot of papers to finish grading and instead I'm sitting in front of the computer because Topher somehow convinced me to start one of these weblogs... so now I've officially joined this Xanga craze that's been spreading through my friends... Only I won't end up so addicted! (I've heard that a lot before, though... famous last words...)