man its been a really really long time since i made a xanga log. but time flew by so fast for me. well i fell in and out of love. i made some new friends along the way. i grew as a person with better understanding of life in 2005. but even though i gone through my ups and downs i still push myself to live.

what i have lost: man at one point in my life, when i was in love, it felt like i could fly. at that one point i could touch the sky. but all i can do now is remember what i had was real and reflect on the memories and smile at all the good times and the old jokes we made.

what i have gained: i feel like no matter i go through that i know my friends and the ones close to me have my back through thick and thin. and i thank them for that wonderful gift.

now what i have to do is get out of this slump that im in and move on to the next pages of my life.