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| A small bite out of the perfect freshly baked new york cheesecake... a sip of a steaming hot hazelnut latte.... A box of choccies from a secret admirer---a bunch of sunflowers, freshly picked from the field... All things can be a trigger to the feelings of happiness... the simplicity in life...
Should we weep because a rose has thorns... or should we rejoice and be happy that thorns have roses...?
Sometimes when we focus on the little beauties that we have in life...we can see the world in a different light and a whole new perspective...
Happiness for me?.... is a plate of freshly backed ot cookies... dipped with a huge glass of icy cold milk...^^ |
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| sorry... no longer updating on this site... *hope not anywayz* new site: http://www.xanga.com/love_amoeba_style lots of love and tkcare beck. | | |
| 呢几个星期...都很烦很乱*都是他的错...好像在他的身上永远都得不到好的news~就算一句很SIMPLE的问候都不会有..每次只有麻烦的时候他才会想起我...* 搞到我有很多想不通的东西...有时侯真的想一直睡睡睡下去。。。等时间快点过。。。但清楚我的朋友都会知道一个很clear-minded的我只会让烦脑让我睡不到。。。很头痛。。。可以的话真的想让自己狠一点去改了手机号码让他永远找不到我...可能到时后就像有个final ending. 最近听到首歌...最初只是觉得music很好听....然后发觉lyrics...原来蛮感人的... 好想post给你们share share~ ^^ 柔情必须似水。。。才能够隐藏眼泪。。。才能容纳承受你刺下来的锥。 痛在心底里仍然能平静似水。。。覆盖在面上的顾虑~ 长期供给榨取，仍含笑包容恕罪。。。
刀锋一过毫无痕迹惹负累。。要是能令你晚些回去做不到 但我都统统吞进去。。。 | | |
| Out with the old...in comes the new...
Gdbye to my faithful old LG sweetie ...~eventhough ur hearing has always been bad (a snapped antenna)...n ur scars n wounds (from the battles that u have fought with the floor)... Uve been the best friend a girl could have...(which girl doesn't love her fone?)... Its time to say our last goodbyes... N bring in my new 3 companion... Ms Nokia~ although u have drastically different lookin features...one being black... n another white... But I will never forget u~uve served me well. :) Lots of love and thanx~ love always n may u finally rest in peace xoxo~c.
Oh n to my dearest friends who r on 3~.my old number (04xxxxx754) is working again~ so yes, i can enjoy the 3 benifts of free talk time n sms's again :) ~ love u all~
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| a clean slate...a new start...
over the years...esp some of the toughest times in the recent yrs...I've received many memorable.sweet,supportive,encouraging sms from friends n those who meant a lot to me...today my ppc went funny on me...n rebooted everything...everything was lost...
I guess there were so many things that I should no longer keep n have kept for far too long...far too much stored in those particular files...finally were deleted... I felt as if I could cry forever...but then I realised...maybe it reali was for the best... maybe it reali is time for me to let go of those words....those memories that have been long gone already...n begin with a new clean slate... | | |
| A tough month: Been a long time since i last wrote anything in here... the past month has been reali tough---striaght after my birthday---assignements keep flooding in...and with the problem of no-internet connection at home (thanx to housemates plans of changing plans and needing to buy new modem etc *talk about perfect timing*) Adding complications to the issue of internet , my apple mac G4 finally died on me, with the screen cracked and ink pouring in places i never knew it could---- i feel like im suffocating by the second(note to good friends---since my internet's been screwed~ive been unablet o keep tarck on ebay or any other online shopping places---beck's looking for a second-hand computer (preferably the G4 in a 12-inch version---i dont want another 14 inch plus screen)---i ftheres any news.. let me know~. Itl help me get over this psycho chaotic time. my nights and days have been turned upside down once again...with the crazy hours that i spend on9 reasearching and working, im offically slowly murdering myself... digging a huge hole to fall into. Recieved an sms from my new "ar so" candy today, my brother and her will be getting married at the end of the yr... another marriage... another year. I guess... times ARE moving fast.. and my oldest brother is soon to be turning 30 next yr... i guess it IS time for him to get married. If the right person at the right time shows up... i guess its right. As for myself... after the news that my two brothers have already settled down... questions from close friends have risen---pointing the arrow at me... posing questions such as when I have plans ... not to marry (*gasp* heavens no!), but when to start dating seriously again (meaning-fall head -over heels 4 sm1 somewhere). i guess im still the cynical -sour Beck...that still doesnt believe in marriages or "the one" anymore. Happily ever afters...seem to only work out in fairytales... and in far far away lands... not exactly right here in brisbane at home sweet home.  So please for my dearest and closest friends and love ones --- plaese dnt fix me on anymore blind dates or "accident run-ins" with your bfs mates from work/uni/etc.Then again... i guess you people still dont understand that, an everlasting love-serious relationship---is too stressful and straining for beck, ---im like an old horse with a broken back...and cant afford to carry the emotional baggage that comes with "real-love" or "commitment-relationships"". SO let me be my cynical-self and allow me to enjoy the life with my one true love and favourite pastime---large coffees and deep sleep. Lots of love and thanx to the friends who have wished me happy birthday---im very thankful for caring friends like you all~ and if you reali love beck~ dont try to fix me up on anymore blind dates---buy me a coffee and it'l be a lot more rewarding ~ and pleasant for beck and her assignments. | | |
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