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coke head.

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 16:52:28 GMT

im a mother-fuckin coke head.

I do it every other day or everyday.

best part.

I dont pay for it.

But yeah hows my diet been going? good i only eat probably once a day

if taht.

and if i do it i take a bite and im full =]

so im happy

My mom knows about me not eating.

and she approves.

she acutally helps me. =]

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 16:40:45 GMT

Two days go i did blow.. yesterday i did blow. HADSKFJASDLJKFADS<3 i better have l0st weight. i hope hope hope hoep

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 01:22:24 GMT

cokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddddddddddd up

only 1lb

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 13:27:18 GMT

So i weighed myself this moring.. only one pound. didn't eat much yesterday no actually i ate ALOT.. in the morning i had cereal.. this healthy cereal that was 110 claories.. then around tenish at night i had a dunkin doughnut cookie then an icecream i mean i got the smallest sizee.. so there i had like 3423423 calories.. also i went to queens yesterday was at time square walked around alot.. so i hope i burned the calories i had.. but i weighed myself this moring 184.. lost one lb.. today i think i work not sure.. i hopei do good at work bc i always eat alot at myjob. always so yeah ima try to do good.. wish me luck ladies ill update tonight.

FOUR LBS IN A DAY?!?!

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 12:42:21 GMT

omg.. weighed myself this moring.. 185!!!!!!!!!!! How you ask? i did coke again last night.. and it was fun haha.. so0 yeahhh i know lauren what ur gonan say your gonna get mad at me but whatever yo. lol makes me lose weight.. so yeahh been fasting for 14 hours now =) are you excitied?? im gonna try to fast completey today i always break my fasts. but today i cant.. I MADE MY 1ST GOAL WEIGHT IN LESS TIME THEN I WANNTED TO.. hehe.. aight now my next goal weight.. i wanna be 180 by feb.28 see if i can do it..<3 Wish me luck.. i'll update later

Two lbs in a day??? :]

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:58:47 GMT

Okay so this moring i wake up to see if i have lost anything.. 189!! yesterday moring when i weighed myself.. i was 191.. two lbs.. in a day?? i mean i started bein hardcore ana again yesterday.. nd im so fucking happy ana took me back i mean.. wow i lovee ittt<333 four more lbs to my goal weight i think ill do it before the date i wanna do it =) nd it will be awesome Its weird bc yesterday i only fasted four 14 hours my goal was to fast for like threee days.. but i worked nd it ruined everything.. So far i've fasted for 12 hours.. lets see hwo this goes..

My thinspiration.. my own friends u see the girl in the blue.. shes my friend alex.. shes my height and weighs 90lbs.. wow i need to lose 100 =/ but i'll do it.

Moment of truth.

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 02:51:57 GMT

So rememebr how less than a year ago.. i was doing great.. my weight kept on droping and dropping.. i got to the point of 150.. lowest weight ever. but then i got pregante.. and i gained 40 lbs.. Yes.. 40 i now weigh 190.. how dare me. How dare me let me get this far? HOW COULD I.. i jus wanan kill myself. whatever. what can i do. I CAN LOSE WEIGHT.. and i will.. i jus need you girls support.. wow i gained fourty lbs.. =/

todays intake.. I was doing great.. i fasted for 14 hours. Must of had five bottles of water in a matter of three hours.. but than i gave in.. bc at work i did good four three hours but then i had to eat (i work at a food place..) sucks i kno. PERFECt. alkdfjaskldfas well idunon waht to do. ima weigh myself tomarrow see how i do bc i worked out alot today.. my legs are shakin right now bc i think i over did them.. oh well nd well yeah. i need support ladies.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 04:09:13 GMT

Weird, So today i found out that my BEST FRiEND SiNCE i WAS LiKE iN 7TH GRADE.. is ana too.. im like kwt?F I saw her today and i havent seen her since august.. [yeah we departed for awhile] bc shes cool like that lol.. idunno so whatever we chilled today and shes like Dianne i have to tell you somthing and u might be discusted by me... i was liek what? shes like i dont eat and take laxs.. im like wtf no way? me too! lol it wasn't really said like htat i jus stared at her for awhile.. nd imlike.. okay. lol i do too now i have a buddy.. She gave me some of her laxs.. nd i gave her some of these pills I have that make u loose ur hunger... so we traded.. it was pretty awesome because i have a buddy now.. and shes not a random person shes my best friend. so its alot easier. ah i love it. i love it. she asked me to do coke.. nd i wasli ke.. um..... if u want to? but she wouldnt. she told me to stop.. nd honestly i havent since jan. 23rd.. but i can't say im not feinin for it.. =/ so yeahh.. anywyas.. im fat nd i should die<3 leave some. jen where the fuck are you?

http://www.xanga.com/ten_lbs_till_perfecti0n thats my girls myspace..<3 show her some amor<3333

I've been fasting for nine hours so far.. lol i've been sleeeping but i like to count that bc it makes me feel cooler.. so ima try to fast for 24 hours.. nd if i can keep going im going lol maybe fast for a month? who knows.

QUESTION::

Green tea has zero calories right? if its jus the water and the tea?

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 03:37:10 GMT

I dont even know. Right now my stomach is GROWWWWWWWLLINGG.. nd i like it. I'm so despressed when i got pregante.. i would never stop eating. And sadly i gained like 40lbs. Seriously. I no longer look like that picture over there. Back to ana hardcore. I dont care if i faint. I dont care if i become a heavy drug user im sorry. but this weight needs to come off.... ill update only when i lose 5lbs. kay thanks<3 i need to do a hole lot of BLOW. doing it thursday.. =)

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 11:01:57 GMT

Since ima fag look what i did. put ya speakers up!! haha probably 99% of u are gonna be like. ew hes so ugly but i dont care about taht. i love him. soo much. wow. in 4 days. its gonna be 11 months. 11! that's almost a year. wowowowowoow don't mind the pictures they're from mostly last year bc i haven't taken any new ones. well the second to last one wit my hair blonde. tahts the most r ecent i look like death but im wit my hubby so i dont care lol jus watch the video. oh btw i have a midterm today from 730-900. so il be home early ladies. so yeah leave lots of love

Me nd my babyy<3 click that to see the video haha im so gay. okay bye i love u off to school

coke is pretty cool. did it again today. lol