I've been away from this Ana Xanga page of mine for long. I still check it when I feel crap, but until now, I have yet to write in it. But today is the day I restart my life.

I've been away for what, 1 year I think. I've learnt a lot in the past year. I graduated from high school, and am entering the exam period of my first year in college. But no matter how much I have matured, the issue of eating continuously occupies 99% of my brain. I've been binging more than ever, and I decided that, this is it, it's time to stop. I need your support and would love to make friends with you.

I'm returning girls, so please go to my new page! (And please join Fashion Anas if you love fashion.) 

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I'm back girls!! How has everyone been? I've just started uni and i've already gained 7 lbs. I'm gonna join a gym tmrw, and will def start losing weight this weekend. ttyl.

Argg.... I'm so freakin annoyed. I'm binging big time. Grr... I bought my prom dress yesterday. It's not your typical prom dress, and min was inspired by the MKA Olsen's dresses and style. But i HATE HATE my piggy arms and meaty backside. I'm too depressed to tell all now. Later.

Hey girls

I haven't blogged so long. I hope things are well with you girls (or guys). Mine had been horrible. Courseworks followed up with mocks and even more mocks. I sleep less than 4 hrs on weekdays. So, I'm sorry I haven't blogged. But I have still continnued to read your sites.

I feel like a complete failure. I have been binging every night, and its darn right depressing. I look at pictures of Marykate and Ashley Olsen and I think, why can't I be like them. I mean, I know that I'm obviously not millionaire child stars, but they have such great control over their life and weight. People say Marykate is anorexic, and although she denies it, as an ana, I think I can safely say that she is probably anorexic. (I still love her of course.)

My prom is in less than 4 weeks, and I resolve that I will try to lose as much weight as realistally possible. Let's see, I'm about 112lb now, and realistally speaking, I should be able to lose at least 5 pounds. One of the biggest problem is that I really don't have time to exercise everyday. I know, you're probably thinking it's just the normal 'I'm busy' excuse, but as I said earlier on, I have so much work I don't even have time to sleep. Anyways, I' glad I can talk to you girls again. Cheers.

Hey girls

I am sooo sorry for not blogging regularly. I really wanted to, but I have been binging everyday, eso at night. I'm trying to get inspired again to eat less, but I just can't. Anyways, I decided to skive school again today, because I couldn't accept how much food I ate last night.

Hmm.... The only positive thing I could say about my diet is that I usually skip lunch. But then I eat afternoon snack, dinner, and binge at midnight. Sucks. I hope all my fellow ana friends have been doing better than I have. I'll try my best to blog more often, but I really do have a ton of homework, coursework and external exams coming up. And oh gosh, I'm super nervous about next month because the university acceptance/rejections letters are coming. AH!!! I'm so freaked out.

Hey girls, could u tell me any good thinspiration things u do when u feel really tempted to eat??? and any ana sites will be useful. thx. I'm really gonna try to get back on track because dance and summer is hitting upon me.