| I would like to once again apolgoize for my hiatus.
I wish I had something to update but embarrassingly little has happened in 5 months.
 i want to disappear. |
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| I have a lot of schoolwork.
Besides nothing in here is worth reading anyway.
I'm sorry.
I think I lost about 4 solid pounds.
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| I am not good enough.
 My Major "problems" are thus: 1. I am fat. 2. my anxiety- I've always been pretty anxious but never like this. 3. I haven't felt properly rested in weeks, no matter how much I sleep. 4. I can't sleep at all. ever. can't go to sleep, can't stay asleep, waking up an hour early every morning. 5. I'm not happy/ satisfied with anything. I never was content with anything I did, but everybody and everything seems to bore me to tears.
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| i apologize for the excessively long break.
it's Ramadan at my household.
i'm not fasting because than i would end up eating more.
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