| So I just read every xanga entry I ever posted..okay that is kind of a
lie...I read from now to all the way back to December of 2001, because
I couldn't take anymore of the drama. It was interesting to read over
the last 7 years of my life. It is amazing how much things change with
time. It's so funny...I don't even recognize the person that wrote some
of that stuff anymore. The more recent stuff is the current me...but
the stuff I wrote in college and even a little after
college...ridiculous. I was so dramatic and everything was such a big
freakin deal. At first as I read it I felt a little embarrassed that
someone might be reading it and think I am the biggest loser ever.
However, I then realized that was completely silly. I shouldn't be
ashamed of the past because all of that stuff is part of who I am
now..part of my journey and that is what I needed to go through..what I
needed to be to get to where I am now....and where I am now is an
amazing place. In a way, reading back on that stuff makes me appreciate
where I am now and how much I've grown as a person so much more. I am
proud of who I am...not that there isn't plenty of room for
improvement...but that will come with time, age, wisdom, and life
experience. I've come to a point in my life where I've learned not just
to accept my life, who I am and where I am, but to truly love it and
embrace it. It has made my life so much fuller and happier than it has
ever been. People often take note of the fact that I seem to smile all
of the time...my response to that....I have no reason not to
smile...not that I don't have bad days like everyone else....but
overall I really don't have much to complain about. I have great
friends, an amazing family, a decent job...I have fun and laugh a
lot...can't ask for much more than that. Everything else is just water
under the bridge.
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| I know it's been a while since I've written on here and since I have nothing poetic or meaningful to say I will at least leave you with something mildly funny. Here are actual words and phrases used by me in a supervision session with my supervisor:
"Shut the fuck up talking to me bitch"
"Oh hell nah"
thong underwear
grannie panties
"bust a cap in my ass"
Oh don't you wish you were a social worker?
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| Anger is just a natural reaction to being hurt....it's a lot easier to
let yourself be angry than it is to be sad. Sad makes you feel
vulnerable and powerless...anger at least gives that illusion of power
and strength.
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| 10 questions: pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles
So I did this little survey thing 4 years ago with Saves the day songs, so I decided to recycle it with Beatles songs this time.
10 questions: pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles The Beatles 1. are you male or female?: Woman 2. describe yourself: Sexy Sadie 3. how do people feel about you?: Ain't she sweet
4. how do you feel about yourself?: Dig It
5. describe your girlfriend/boyfriend situation: The Long and Winding Road
6. where would you rather be?: Across the Universe 7. describe what you want to be: Soldier of Love 8. describe how you live: Like dreamers do 9. describe how you love: All my Loving 10. share a few words of wisdom: Let it Be |
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| hell hath no fury like an Andrea scorned....
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