| | i just got done rereading all the posts i've made sense mid september of last year. i enjoy recapping some of the events and feelings of the past. that's why i'm writing this- so i'll have something to read in 6 months. i'm so over talking about spring break though...brief recap- indy for a day/night with fam then rich and sheeda, muncie with my mom and the girls, back to bloomington to clean/party prepare, couple parties, cincy with rich for apartment shopping.
life is overwhelming right now. school is back with a fucking vengance and i don't know if i can keep up- i mean i can and will whatever it's not a question i'm just not feeling good about it. i've always had it easy and i'm learning that i'm not that smart, definitely not better than most of my class, and this is hard- hmm who knew?! ;D
life in other aspects is hard again too- i hate complications. wwbkd. i hate when things overtake my brain- my thoughts, my feelings, my emotions. i have an obsessive personality and things that really get to me really get to me. i've determined it's always when i don't feel in control of the situation though. i have to be in control. i have to be the one calling the shots. when i can't i can't deal- and that's not ok. i'm kinda over this entry- i dont even know what i've been writing lately it's random. i'll just come back every ten minutes and write a sentence or two and go back to aim conversations- mark it...3.20/21 very popular on aim haha. what is this a time capsule now- yeah that's what i'm making it.
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| | Posted 3/21/2006 12:27 AM - 2 comments
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