| today was so fun...well certain parts of it anyway! XD! |
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| ok well i got another call on my cell from a guy that i don't know. what is going on? that was the 4th one since i got to my grandmas house. *sigh*  at least he didn't sound high like the last one. XD! |
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| well ok grank grandma is pissed off at me again! because im blasting my portable cd player (which happend to have system of a down, disturbed, godsmack and ect on it)because the last thing i want is to listen to my cousins annoying voice. yea i know it's really mean but it's ture she's not the first person i want to see or hear when i just get up. so now im all grumpy because my brother could tell that i was grumpy and said i should go back to sleep but i told i couldn't because of this eng paper and the rest of my fucken hw. so we didn't talk long which i blame myself for. now when grandma comes back she's going to tell me the only reason im acting like i am is to spite her. i don't fucking know why because she knows that im grumpy when i get up after a nap at home and i don't want anyone to annoy me or talk to me in an insulting way or in an snotty way because it will just make me snap and get all pissed. but i think she does it for those reasons so she has a reason to insult me. she also knows that if i have just gotten up and that cousin is around it will piss me off even more. im sorri but that cousin just fucken annoyes me and get me in so much fucken trouble with everyone at home and when we go out. she twists words, puts words in my mouth, blames me for stuff i didn't do, GOD she even tries to blackmail me! it's FUCKED UP! i know im not acting very mature about this but i can't help it she just fricken annoyes the shit me!...fuck...i need to stop fucken swearing...but it helps me feel better when im venting!...*sigh*....ok well back to my fucken hw laterz |
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| today was ok i guess nothing much happend so yea nothing to really write about...oh but the marine thing today went...ah...ok...i hate speaking in front of the class! XD! really i do but anyway yea besides stressing out about that all day nothing else really happend. |
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| OK! i know that im FAT, UGLY, and STUPID! but she doesn't have to tell me every fucken day of my life! i should become anorexic so i can become a walking skeleton but i doubt even then i'll be skinny enought to her. i'll crawl under a fucken rock so i dont cause anyone to go blind because of my ugliness and so i dont spead my fucken stupidity! |
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