So I felt like I might just update my xanga.  It's only been like 8 months.  Well since the last time I wrote in this blog I have met some new people, seen some close friends fall, broken bones in my left hand region twice, had 20 x-rays and a ct scan.  So that’s about it with that aspect.  Other than that I have not been up to too much.  Just trying to keep my head above water and continue on the work that has been set out in front of me.  It has been a struggle to see that I needed to completely trust God.  Giving up on dreams I have had my whole life and trusting him completely to give me the joy that the world cannot.  I think we all know how hard it gets to be some times.  When we look to ourselves and others to fulfill our wishes, when we plan out our future and set goals for ourselves, but especially when we have a dream that we want so bad and we seek it and desire it.  Giving these to God is difficult but the reward is unimaginable. 

alright time for my biannual update. 
  So I do believe I am growing close to my tolerance level.  I just want a second a lone to think to breath but their is no excape.  People think that I should get a cellphone.  If I would then I would never have any time.  I like being around people, and it is neccesary,  But it is also neccesary to get time alone.  There is always some one where I am and I never get a second to myself.  Any way,  Other than that I am doing well School is good and I am working matiance with my school. 

I thought that I might Update.  Its been a while.  so there thats my up date.  any questions?  didn't think so